"'Yes, Miss Pearson is quite a personage here. Did you not see her at
the Embassy? She has a boarding school for girls. But it is not such as
they have in France. She takes only twenty-five select pupils in that
fine house to which you escorted me last night. It is very
expensive--two hundred and forty pounds a year. There are only young
girls of the aristocracy there. The best masters in London come to
instruct them. They ride and go into society. I was teaching music and
French literature. My extreme love of Beethoven and Chateaubriand helped
me, saved me. Now I am Miss Pearson's partner and friend. She is as kind
as she is clever. You will dine with her this evening.
"'You live together?'
"'No, in England one has a better understanding of liberty than that.
She has given me a little suite which has a private entrance. But we
frequently invite each other.'
"To end her short confidences, she added laughingly, as she blushed
slightly:
"'I am earning a great deal of money. At least for a woman. Would you
have thought me capable of it when you came to my father's house to
decipher our old charts for your history of Dauphiné? You made fun of
my education then, which was quite scattered and broadened only by
chance--'
"'I did not laugh at you--'
"'Oh, yes, you did--you disliked me very much then. Admit it.'
"'You are mistaken. In any case you are mistaken now.'
"It was quite unnecessary to modify by compliments the relation of
good-fellowship which we had attained the evening before, and which
English customs so willingly permit. She had the wisdom not to heed my
remark, and following her own thoughts, she concluded:
"'I have worked a great deal--'
"I then asked her, not indiscreetly--
"'You left very suddenly eight or nine years ago. And you went at once
to Miss Pearson?'
"'No, not at once. Three years later.'
"She looked at me, then lowered her head over the custard that had been
served to her. But instead of taking the vanilla cream with her spoon,
she mechanically put a piece of bread in her mouth. I watched her
actions. Again I saw those evidences of distress which had struck me the
evening before, and although I cannot explain it, I was convinced, with
absolute certainty, that during those three years she had not always had
enough to eat.
"She had been obliged to travel the same road as I.
"'We owe no more debts over there,' she answered with a little air of
victory. 'So I can go back if I choose.'
"I didn't answer these last words. I understood them better than anyone
else. I, too, had known the satisfaction of paying off my father's last
creditor with the proceeds of my own work. But for these inglorious
struggles, I know one wants neither praise nor pity, and I spared her
both.
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