Bildungsromans; Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Mr. Longdon appeared to wonder an instant if his intelligence now had
not almost too much of a glitter: he kept the same position, his back
against the table, and while Vanderbank, on the settee, pressed upright
against the wall, they recognised in silence that they were trying each
other. “You’re much the best of them. I’ve my ideas about you. You’ve
great gifts.”
“Well then, we’re worthy of each other. When Greek meets Greek--!” and
the young man laughed while, a little with the air of bracing himself,
he folded his arms. “Here we are.”
His companion looked at him a moment longer, then, turning away, went
slowly round the table. On the further side of it he stopped again and,
after a minute, with a nervous movement, set a ball or two in motion.
“It’s beautiful--but it’s terrible!” he finally murmured. He hadn’t his
eyes on Vanderbank, who for a minute said nothing, and he presently went
on: “To see it and not to want to try to help--well, I can’t do that.”
Vanderbank, still neither speaking nor moving, remained as if he might
interrupt something of high importance, and his friend, passing along
the opposite edge of the table, continued to produce in the stillness,
without the cue, the small click of the ivory. “How long--if you don’t
mind my asking--have you known it?”
Even for this at first Vanderbank had no answer--none but to rise from
his place, come down to the floor and, standing there, look at Mr.
Longdon across the table. He was serious now, but without being solemn.
“How can one tell? One can never be sure. A man may fancy, may wonder;
but about a girl, a person so much younger than himself and so much more
helpless, he feels a--what shall I call it?”
“A delicacy?” Mr. Longdon suggested. “It may be that; the name doesn’t
matter; at all events he’s embarrassed. He wants not to be an ass on the
one side and yet not some other kind of brute on the other.”
Mr. Longdon listened with consideration--with a beautiful little air
indeed of being, in his all but finally benighted state, earnestly open
to information on such points from a magnificent young man. “He doesn’t
want, you mean, to be a coxcomb?--and he doesn’t want to be cruel?”
Vanderbank, visibly preoccupied, produced a faint kind smile. “Oh you
KNOW!”
“I? I should know less than any one.” Mr. Longdon had turned away from
the table on this, and the eyes of his companion, who after an instant
had caught his meaning, watched him move along the room and approach
another part of the divan. The consequence of the passage was that
Vanderbank’s only rejoinder was presently to say: “I can’t tell you
how long I’ve imagined--have asked myself. She’s so charming, so
interesting, and I feel as if I had known her always. I’ve thought of
one thing and another to do--and then, on purpose, haven’t thought at
all. That has mostly seemed to me best.”
“Then I gather,” said Mr. Longdon, “that your interest in her--?”
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