Bildungsromans; Domestic fiction; England -- Fiction; Mothers and daughters -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
“It’s not in my interest to allow you to suppose she needn’t, and it’s
only because of my intensely wanting her marriage that I’ve spoken to
you.”
“And on the ground also with it”--Vanderbank so far concurred--“of your
quite taking for granted my only having to put myself forward?”
If his friend seemed to cast about it proved but to be for the fullest
expression. Nothing in fact could have been more charged than the quiet
way in which he presently said: “My dear boy, I back you.”
Vanderbank clearly was touched by it. “How extraordinarily kind you are
to me!” Mr. Longdon’s silence appeared to reply that he was willing to
let it go for that, and the young man next went on: “What it comes to
then--as you put it--is that it’s a way for me to add something handsome
to my income.”
Mr. Longdon sat for a little with his eyes attached to the green field
of the billiard-table, vivid in the spreading suspended lamplight. “I
think I ought to tell you the figure I have in mind.”
Another person present might have felt rather taxed either to determine
the degree of provocation represented by Vanderbank’s considerate smile,
or to say if there was an appreciable interval before he rang out:
“I think, you know, you oughtn’t to do anything of the sort. Let that
alone, please. The great thing is the interest--the great thing is the
wish you express. It represents a view of me, an attitude toward me--!”
He pulled up, dropping his arms and turning away before the complete
image.
“There’s nothing in those things that need overwhelm you. It would be
odd if you hadn’t yourself, about your value and your future a feeling
quite as lively as any feeling of mine. There IS mine at all events. I
can’t help it. Accept it. Then of the other feeling--how SHE moves me--I
won’t speak.”
“You sufficiently show it!”
Mr. Longdon continued to watch the bright circle on the table, lost in
which a moment he let his friend’s answer pass. “I won’t begin to you on
Nanda.”
“Don’t,” said Vanderbank. But in the pause that ensued each, in one way
or another, might have been thinking of her for himself.
It was broken by Mr. Longdon’s presently going on: “Of course what it
superficially has the air of is my offering to pay you for taking a
certain step. It’s open to you to be grand and proud--to wrap yourself
in your majesty and ask if I suppose you bribeable. I haven’t spoken
without having thought of that.”
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