Paris (France) -- Fiction; País Vasco (Spain) -- Fiction
"Charity?" He did not dare to look at her, but he knew just how high
she was holding her head and just how her eyes were flashing. "It
wasn't that. Believe me--please believe me when I say it wasn't that.
It never struck me in that way." He was on the point of telling her
how he had caught Chitta red-handed in a theft, and how this had led
to his enlightenment; but he realized in time that such an explanation
would only deepen the wound that he had inflicted on the Lady's pride.
"I merely thought," he concluded, "that it was one comrade--one
neighbor--helping another."
"How much have you given that wretched woman?"
"I haven't the least idea."
"You must know!" She stamped her foot. "Or are you, after all, one of
those rich Americans that do not have to count their money, and that
are proud of insulting the people of older and poorer countries by
flinging it at them?"
It was a bitter thing to say. He received it with head still bent, and
his answer was scarcely a whisper:
"I am not quite rich."
"Then count. Recollect yourself, sir, and count. Tell me, and you
shall be repaid. Within three days you shall be repaid."
It never occurred to him further to humiliate her by seeking sympathy
through a reference to his own poverty. He looked up. In her clenched
hands and parted lips, in her hot eyes and face, he saw the tokens of
the blow that he had dealt her. He came toward her with outstretched
hands, petitioning.
"Can't you guess why I did this?" he asked her. His amazement, even
his sorrow, left him. In their place was only the sublimation of a
worthy tenderness, the masterfulness of a firm resolve. His face was
tense. "Listen," he said: "I don't want you to answer me; I wouldn't
say this if I were going to allow you to make any reply. I don't want
pity; I don't deserve it. Anything else I wouldn't ask, because I
don't deserve anything else, either, and don't hope for it. I just
want to make my action clear to you. Perhaps I should have done for
any neighbor what I did for--what little I have been doing; I trust
so; I don't know. But the reason I did it in this case was a reason
that I've never had in all my life before. Remember, I'm hopeless and
I shan't let you reply to me: I did this because"--his unswerving
glance was on hers now--"because I love you."
But she did reply. At first she seemed unable to credit him, but then
her face became scarlet and her eyes blazed.
"Love me! And you do this? Yes, sir, insult me by contributing--and
through my servant--to my support! If I had not come back
unexpectedly but now and found her counting more silver than I knew
she could by right possess--if I had not frightened her into a
confession--it might have gone on for months." The Lady stopped
abruptly. "How long _has_ it been going on?"
"I tell you that I have no idea."
"But once, sir, was enough! You insult me with your money, and when I
ask you why you do it, you answer that you love me. Love!"
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