"I hope you will never grow up, if to lose your enthusiasm is the
penalty."
"Then you don't think it's unwomanly?" she asked, grateful for his
approval.
"On the contrary," Cosden asserted. "It is enthusiasm which wins in
everything to-day. Confidence in one's self, belief in one's subject,
enthusiasm in its presentation; that is my daily creed."
"But you are a man," Merry protested. "You have made your success, so
you have a right to have confidence in yourself--"
"My success is only partially complete," Cosden interrupted, quick to
seize the easy opening. "When I left college I undertook to make money:
I did make it. Then I undertook to compel that money to earn me a place
in the business world: I made that dream come true. Now I have reached
the third effort. My money is of value only so far as it secures for me
what I want, and a part of what I want I can't get alone: that is a
home, with the right woman in it. A man can make his clubs and all that
sort of thing by himself, but it takes a woman to secure for him the
social life which he ought to have. I'm looking for that woman now, and
I intend to get her."
A smile crossed Merry's face as Cosden concluded his matter-of-fact
statement. "You are demonstrating your daily creed," she said.
"Of course I am. If I didn't you would accuse me of inconsistency."
"Have you found the woman you--intend to get?"
"I'm not sure. What kind of woman do you think she ought to be?"
Merry's face sobered, and she became thoughtfully serious. "First of
all, a woman who loved you," she said at length; "that goes without
saying."
It was Cosden who smiled this time. "I see you still have some
old-fashioned ideas left; I had looked upon you as absolutely
up-to-date."
"Is love old-fashioned?"
"Love is a result rather than a cause. It comes from the combination of
one or more causes: propinquity, similarity of tastes, natural
attributes, I might go on indefinitely. Two natures are attracted to
each other before marriage, but love really comes as a result of the
closer companionship which follows. Could anything be more common-sense
or scientific than that?"
"Is that what men believe?" she asked.
"Not all; which explains the appalling list of matrimonial bankrupts."
They were out beyond Ireland Island now, past the great dry-dock and the
barracks. The girl brought the boat about and started on the homeward
tack.
"That is a very interesting idea," she said soberly as she shifted to
starboard. "It never occurred to me that love had become a commodity.
That is very interesting."
"But you haven't told me what kind of woman you think my wife should
be," Cosden insisted.
"She should be a poor girl, of good birth and personal attractions," she
answered promptly.
"Why poor?"
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