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"Deputed or not, I must do it," said Huriel; "I must clear my
conscience of it,--for his sake who told me his troubles and asked my
help. This is what he said to me: 'I always longed to give myself up
to music, as much because I loved it as for love of my dear Brulette.
She considers me as a brother; she has always shown me the greatest
kindness and true pity; but for all that she received everybody's
attentions except mine, and I can't blame her. The girl loves finery
and all that sets her off. She has a right to be coquettish and
exacting. My heart aches for it, but if she gives her affections to
those who are worth more than I the fault is mine for being worth so
little. Such as I am--unable to dig hard, or speak soft, or dance,
or jest, or even sing, feeling ashamed of myself and my condition, I
deserve that she should think me the lowest of those who aspire to
her hand. Well, don't you see that this grief will kill me if it
lasts? and I want to find a cure for it. I feel within me something
which declares that I can make better music than any one else in our
parts; if I could only succeed I should be no longer a mere nothing.
I should become even more than others; and as that girl has much
taste and a gift for singing, she would understand, out of her own
self, what I was worth; moreover, her pride would be flattered at the
praises I should receive.'"
"You speak," said Brulette, smiling, "as if I had an understanding
with him; whereas he has never said a word of all this to me. His
pride has always been up in arms, and I see that it is through pride
that he expects to influence me. However, as his illness puts him
really in danger of dying, I will, in order to give him courage, do
everything that belongs to the sort of friendship I feel for him. I
will go to see him with Mariton, provided my grandfather advises and
is willing I should do so."
"I don't think it possible that Mariton can go with you," said Père
Brulet, "for reasons which I know and you will soon know, my
daughter. I can only tell you just now that she cannot leave her
master, because of some trouble in his affairs. Besides, if Joseph's
illness can really be cured it is better not to worry and upset the
poor woman. I will go with you, because I have great confidence that
you, who have always managed Joseph for the best, will have influence
enough over his mind to bring him back to reason and give him
courage. I know what you think of him, and it is what I think too;
well, if we find him in a desperate condition we can write to his
mother at once to come and close his eyes."
"If you will allow me in your company," said Huriel. "I will guide
you as the swallow flies to where Joseph is. I can even take you in
a single day if you are not afraid of bad roads."
"We will talk about that at table," replied my uncle. "As for your
company, I wish for it and claim it; for you have spoken well, and I
know something of the family of honest folks to whom you belong."
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