change of scene, we experienced an increase of affliction. My
dear wife, the child's wet nurse, and our servant boy, were
immediately subjected to the fever; and unable as we were to
provide for our disconsolate babe, it required the exercise of
faith cheerfully to acquiesce in the divine disposal of our
concerns. We _were troubled_, but _not distressed_; and our
compassionate God, who knew how much we could bear, and
delights to bind up the wounds which in mercy he inflicts,
almost entirely independent of our agency, sent us, that very
night, a suitable nurse for our child, who has since proved to
us a blessing. My dear wife was speedily restored to her
former state of convalescence, and after a week I was
permitted to rise from my bed, much reduced in body, yet, I
would hope, strengthened in my resolutions to love and serve
the Saviour. My recovery was rapid, and on the 30th of October
I again embarked with my family for St. Salvador. The health
of all was much promoted by the passage, and when I landed,
Monday, November 3, contrasting my bodily state with that
under which I had left the island, I was filled with
gratitude, my peace seemed like the beautiful canopy stretched
over my head, unsullied with a cloud, and abundant as the
waves of the sea. I was immediately put in possession of a
house, unoccupied by its owner (Mr. Henry Armbrister), on an
estate called "Freeman's Hall:" where, unmolested, I could
hold meetings whenever I was able; I adored the goodness of
God who thus disposed the planters to aid and encourage me in
my work, and longed for their salvation as well as that of
their dependents. During the first week I laboured to the
utmost of my ability, teaching the children, preaching to all
I could gather around me from evening to evening, and holding
inquiry meetings whenever opportunity offered; but I seemed to
labour in vain: my hearers were attentive, but their hearts
were hardened. I did not merely tell them that there was a God
who made and upheld them, who knew all their ways, and would
bring them to judgment. I did not merely endeavour to expose
the evil of fornication, drunkenness, lying, stealing, &c. I
told them of Him who died for sinners. The doctrines of the
total depravity of the human heart, the necessity of an
atonement, the efficacy of the blood of Christ, the loveliness
and suitableness of Jesus as an all-sufficient Saviour, the
exceeding sinfulness and awful consequences of rejecting him,
justification by faith, and the reward of eternal life, as the
_free gift_ of God for the sake of his dear Son, were the
themes which I most earnestly endeavoured to press home upon
their consciences, but I could discover no evidences of
relentings for sin, no meltings of heart at the recital of a
Saviour's sufferings, no emotions of gratitude for a Saviour's
love. Their hearts were inaccessible. Almost all were
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