Christmas stories, English; England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
‘He was then,’ said Marion, drawing her sister closer to her, ‘on the eve
of going secretly away for a long time. He wrote to me, after leaving
here; told me what his condition and prospects really were; and offered
me his hand. He told me he had seen I was not happy in the prospect of
Alfred’s return. I believe he thought my heart had no part in that
contract; perhaps thought I might have loved him once, and did not then;
perhaps thought that when I tried to seem indifferent, I tried to hide
indifference—I cannot tell. But I wished that you should feel me wholly
lost to Alfred—hopeless to him—dead. Do you understand me, love?’
Her sister looked into her face, attentively. She seemed in doubt.
‘I saw Mr. Warden, and confided in his honour; charged him with my
secret, on the eve of his and my departure. He kept it. Do you
understand me, dear?’
Grace looked confusedly upon her. She scarcely seemed to hear.
‘My love, my sister!’ said Marion, ‘recall your thoughts a moment; listen
to me. Do not look so strangely on me. There are countries, dearest,
where those who would abjure a misplaced passion, or would strive,
against some cherished feeling of their hearts and conquer it, retire
into a hopeless solitude, and close the world against themselves and
worldly loves and hopes for ever. When women do so, they assume that
name which is so dear to you and me, and call each other Sisters. But,
there may be sisters, Grace, who, in the broad world out of doors, and
underneath its free sky, and in its crowded places, and among its busy
life, and trying to assist and cheer it and to do some good,—learn the
same lesson; and who, with hearts still fresh and young, and open to all
happiness and means of happiness, can say the battle is long past, the
victory long won. And such a one am I! You understand me now?’
Still she looked fixedly upon her, and made no reply.
‘Oh Grace, dear Grace,’ said Marion, clinging yet more tenderly and
fondly to that breast from which she had been so long exiled, ‘if you
were not a happy wife and mother—if I had no little namesake here—if
Alfred, my kind brother, were not your own fond husband—from whence could
I derive the ecstasy I feel to-night! But, as I left here, so I have
returned. My heart has known no other love, my hand has never been
bestowed apart from it. I am still your maiden sister, unmarried,
unbetrothed: your own loving old Marion, in whose affection you exist
alone and have no partner, Grace!’
She understood her now. Her face relaxed: sobs came to her relief; and
falling on her neck, she wept and wept, and fondled her as if she were a
child again.
When they were more composed, they found that the Doctor, and his sister
good Aunt Martha, were standing near at hand, with Alfred.
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