New York (N.Y.) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; United States -- History -- War of 1812 -- Fiction
“You never know. Accidents happen--you must be out of practice, and
then, it cannot be right. I don’t believe you are afraid--I am sure you
are not--but I do not want you to fight. I am afraid--I am a mortal
coward about you. You must not accept a challenge, if he sends one. I
shall die of fear. I shall, indeed.”
“If it should become necessary to fight, I am any man’s equal. My sword
and my hands are trained to perfection. Even Achille admits my
superiority. I, personally, should not be in the least danger. In fact,
I am both with sword and pistol so much more expert than Gilson that it
would be almost cowardice, as well as cruelty, to meet him in a duel.
There could be no justice in such a trial of right or wrong--but how few
people can know this? Or knowing it, feel that it might bind me as an
honourable man to refuse the duel.”
“I pray you, Leonard, take my advice, and do not go to Achille. It would
be ‘fight, of course you must fight,’ with Achille. He would hear of
nothing else. And for my sake, Leonard, you must not fight. In the long
run, father would be angry if you did, and perhaps make it an excuse for
separating us. Leonard, promise me on your honour not to fight. If you
come to me with bloody hands I will not take them. And if you let out
life with either sword or pistol your hand will be forevermore bloody.
No water will cleanse it, no good woman will touch it, no saint in
heaven clasp it--better cut it off, and cast it from you, than stain it
for all eternity.” She was quivering with feeling, her eyes were full of
tears, and her voice had those tones of tender authority which subjugate
as well as persuade.
“My dear darling little preacher,” Leonard answered, “I promise you
these hands shall never do anything to make them unworthy to clasp
yours.” And he took her hand, pressed it firmly between his own, and
kissed his promise upon it. Then she rose smiling; they walked together
to madame’s house, and at the gate they parted.
But though somewhat comforted, Leonard did not feel as if the way before
him had been either cleared or lightened; in fact, his promise to Sappha
had in some measure closed the only apparent exit out of the dilemma. At
the moment of promising he had been carried away by his love, and had
not thought of contingencies; but as soon as he was alone “the tangle”
became more and more of a tangle; and unfortunately it was Saturday
evening; the streets were quiet, business nearly over for the week, men
generally either at home with their families, or enjoying in their
company the sail up the river or the concert on the Battery.
Not knowing what to do, or where to go, he did nothing, and went nowhere
but to his rooms in the City Hotel. He was determined to make no false
step. Hurry in this matter might have calamitous consequences. Out of
just such false, wicked words lifelong tragedies had often come. And
there was Sappha--he must consider Sappha before himself.
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