Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; Love stories; Somerset (England) -- Fiction
We must now go back for a few moments to Captain Aylmer and his
affairs. Having given a full month to the consideration of his
position as regarded Miss Amedroz, he made up his mind to two things.
In the first place, he would at once pay over to her the money
which was to be hers as her aunt's legacy, and then he would renew
his offer. To that latter determination he was guided by mixed
motives,--by motives which, when joined together, rarely fail to be
operative. His conscience told him that he ought to do so,--and then
the fact of her having, as it were, taken herself away from him, made
him again wish to possess her. And there was another cause which,
perhaps, operated in the same direction. He had consulted his mother,
and she had strongly advised him to have nothing further to do with
Miss Amedroz. Lady Aylmer abused her dead sister heartily for having
interfered in the matter, and endeavoured to prove to her son that
he was released from his promise by having in fact performed it. But
on this point his conscience interfered,--backed by his wishes,--and
he made his resolve as has been above stated. On leaving Mr. Green's
chambers he went to his own lodgings, and wrote his letter, as
follows:--
Mount Street, December, 186--.
DEAREST CLARA,
When you parted from me at Perivale you said certain
things about our engagement which I have come to
understand better since then, than I did at the time.
It escaped from me that my dear aunt and I had had some
conversation about you, and that I had told her what was
my intention. Something was said about a promise, and I
think it was that word which made you unhappy. At such a
time as that, when I and my aunt were talking together,
and when she was, as she well knew, on her deathbed,
things will be said which would not be thought of in other
circumstances. I can only assure you now, that the promise
I gave her was a promise to do that which I had previously
resolved upon doing. If you can believe what I say on this
head, that ought to be sufficient to remove the feeling
which induced you to break our engagement.
I now write to renew my offer to you, and to assure you
that I do so with my whole heart. You will forgive me if
I tell you that I cannot fail to remember, and always to
bear in my mind, the sweet assurances which you gave me of
your regard for myself. As I do not know that anything has
occurred to alter your opinion of me, I write this letter
in strong hope that it may be successful. I believe that
your fear was in respect to my affection for you, not as
to yours for me. If this was so, I can assure you that
there is no necessity for such fear.
I need not tell you that I shall expect your answer with
great anxiety.
Yours most affectionately,
F. F. AYLMER.
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