The Berkeleys and their neighborsSeawell, Molly Elliot
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The Berkeleys and their neighbors
Seawell, Molly Elliot
Virginia -- Fiction
She came on the stage smiling and bowing, which raised the applause
that greeted her to a storm. She need not have wished a better foil
for her art as well as her manner and appearance than those who
had preceded her. It had been her terror, amid all the pleasure of
exhibiting her accomplishments, that the professional would be too
obvious. She was always afraid that some practised eye--which indeed
sometimes happened--would discover that her art was no amateur’s art.
But to-night she was troubled by nothing like this. She knew all. She
knew that invited to the house of the President, she could not go--she
knew that she must slip away like a criminal from her own country,
and from those very men and women who now admired and envied her. She
had married Ahlberg deliberately, knowing who he was, and had schemed
with him and for him. She had done nothing very wrong, she had said to
herself, a dozen times that day--nothing but to prefer present interest
to ever-lasting principles--nothing but to join her fate with full
knowledge, to a scoundrel--nothing but to have preferred money and
pleasure and crooked ways to the straight. Meanwhile many women did
as she did and were not so cruelly punished. But fate had overtaken
her. No fear now lest people should know she was once a professional
singer--they would know all about her soon enough. She knew that
the storm that would break upon her was only delayed a little. She
would therefore enjoy to the most this last time--this one feast at
the king’s table. She sang her best--sang as if inspired, and in the
subtile harmonies, the deep mysterious cries, the passionate meaning
of Schumann and Schubert, her soul found utterance through her voice.
Had she been permitted to sing thus always--had that glorious but
capricious voice always remained like that, she would have been a
proud and satisfied artist, instead of this trembling and disappointed
worldling, about to be hurled from her place in the eyes of the world
she loved and feared so much.
The applause, which soon became as wild and earnest as if it were a
real stage, warmed her and brought the red blood to her face. She bowed
right and left with the grace and precision of one trained to receive
applause beautifully. Then in response to the tremendous encores, she
sang a little German song--so simple, so low and clear, that it sounded
like a mother’s lullaby. Even those arrayed against her felt the spell
of her thrilling voice. Olivia Berkeley, who had always antagonized her
strongly, felt her cheeks flush and her heart trembled with a kind of
remorse.
Pembroke was pierced again, and more strongly, by the self-accusing
spirit that this woman was to be stricken by his hand. He felt himself
right in what he had done--but neither happy, nor self-approving, nor
guiltless.
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