The Berkeleys and their neighborsSeawell, Molly Elliot
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The Berkeleys and their neighbors
Seawell, Molly Elliot
Virginia -- Fiction
“I have nothing more to say,” responded Madame Koller, rising too,
and drawing her cloak around her. “I did not expect more from you
than conventional tolerance. Had you a heart you would have felt for
me--for him--for yourself. Can you conceive of anything more noble, or
more piteous than two women, one of whom must make a great sacrifice
for the man they both love--come, you need not deny it, or lose your
temper--because I see you have a temper.” Olivia’s air and manner did
certainly indicate dangerous possibilities. “I repeat, of two women as
we are, the one makes the sacrifice--the other feels it to the quick.
You talk though like a boarding-school miss. You might have got all the
phrases you have used out of a book of deportment.”
“I am as sincere as you are, Madame Koller,” answered Olivia, in a
voice of restrained anger. “I cannot help it that I am more reserved.
I could no more say what you have said--” here a deep flush came into
Olivia’s face--“than I could commit murder.”
Madame Koller stood up, and as she did so, she sighed deeply. Olivia,
for the first time, felt sorry for her.
“Women who love are foolish, desperate, suicidal--anything. I do not
think that you could ever love.”
“Do you think that? I _know_ better. I could love--but not like--not
like--”
“Not like me?”
“Yes, since you have said it. Something--something--would hold me back
from what you speak of so openly.”
“I always said you were as nearly without feeling as the rest of the
people here. Elizabeth Pembroke is the only woman I know of, among all
of us, that ever really loved. But see how curious it was with her. She
defied her father’s curses--yet she did not have the nerve to marry the
man she truly loved, because he happened to be an officer in the Union
army, for fear the Peytons and the Coles, and the Lesters, and the rest
of them, would have turned their backs on her at church. Bah!”
“I don’t think it was want of nerve on Elizabeth Pembroke’s part,”
replied Olivia. “She was not born to be happy.”
“Nor was I,” cried Madame Koller, despondently.
There was no more said for a minute or two. Then Madame Koller spoke
again.
“Now you know what I feel. I don’t ask anything for myself--I only wish
to show you that you will ruin Pembroke if you marry him.”
An angry light came into Olivia’s eyes. She stood up, straight and
stern, and absolutely grew taller as she looked fixedly at Madame
Koller.
“This is intolerable,” she said. “There is nothing--absolutely
nothing--between Pembroke and me, and yet I am subjected to this
cross-questioning.”
“You would complain a great deal more of it if there were anything
between you,” answered Madame Koller, not without a glimpse of
grotesque humor. “But now you know where I stand--and let me tell you,
Olivia Berkeley, Pembroke is not guiltless toward me, however he would
pretend it”--and without waiting for the angry reply on Olivia’s lips,
she vanished through the open door.
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