The Berkeleys and their neighborsSeawell, Molly Elliot
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The Berkeleys and their neighbors
Seawell, Molly Elliot
Virginia -- Fiction
Nor did the presence of the Volkonskys in Washington conduce to
Olivia’s enjoyment although it certainly did to her father’s. The
Colonel was delighted. In the course of years, Eliza Peyton had
afforded him great amusement. He was a chivalrous man to women,
although not above teasing Madame Volkonsky, but he refrained from
doing what poor Elise very much dreaded he would--telling of her
American origin. She had admitted that her mother was an American--an
admission necessary to account for the native, idiomatic way in which
she spoke the English language, and Colonel Berkeley knowing this,
did not hesitate to say that in years gone by, he had known Madame
Volkonsky’s mother, and very cheerfully bore testimony to the fact that
the mother had been of good family and gentle breeding. So instead
of being a disadvantage to her, it was rather a help. But Olivia and
herself were so distinctly antipathetic that it could scarcely fail to
produce antagonism. And besides her whole course about Pembroke had
shocked Olivia. Olivia was amazed--it was not the mere difference of
conduct and opinion--it was the difference of temperament. Remembering
that Madame Volkonsky had at least the inheritance of refinement, and
was quite at home in the usages of gentle breeding, it seemed the more
inexcusable. In all those years Olivia had been unable to define her
feelings to Pembroke. She could easily have persuaded herself that she
was quite indifferent to him except that she could not forget him. It
annoyed her. It was like a small, secret pain, a trifling malady, of
which the sufferer is ashamed to speak.
Not so Pembroke. The love that survives such a blow to pride and
vanity as a refusal, is love indeed--and after the first tempest
of mortification he had realized that his passion would not die,
but needed to be killed--and after five years of partial absence,
awkward estrangement, all those things which do most effectually kill
everything which is not love, her presence was yet sweet and potent.
The discovery afforded him a certain grim amusement. He was getting
well on in his thirties. His hair was turning prematurely gray, and he
felt that youth was behind him--a not altogether unpleasant feeling to
an ambitious man. Nevertheless, they went on dining together at the
Berkeleys’ own house, at the De Peysters’, at other places, meeting
constantly at the same houses--for Pembroke went out more than he had
ever done in Washington before, drawn subtly by the chance of meeting
Olivia--although where once she was cool and friendly, she was now a
little warmer in her manner, yet not wholly free from embarrassment.
But neither was unhappy.
CHAPTER XVII.
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