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Then Bertram began to think that he understood why Adela also
remained unmarried, and he began to ask himself whether all the world
were as cold-hearted as his Caroline. Could it be that Adela also
had refused to venture till her future husband should have a good,
comfortable, disposable income of his own? But, if so, she would not
have sympathized so warmly with him; and if so, what reason could
there be why she and Arthur should not meet each other? Could it then
be that Arthur Wilkinson was such a coward?
He said nothing on the matter to either of them, for neither of them
had confided to him their sorrows--if they had sorrows. He had no
wish to penetrate their secrets. What he had said, and what he had
learnt, he had said and learnt by accident. He himself had not their
gift of reticence, so he talked of his love occasionally to Arthur,
and he talked of it very often to Adela.
And the upshot of his talking to Adela was always this: "Why, oh
why, was not his Caroline more like to her?" Caroline was doubtless
the more beautiful, doubtless the more clever, doubtless the more
fascinating. But what are beauty and talent and fascination without a
heart? He was quite sure that Adela's heart was warm.
He went to Littlebath no more that year. It was well perhaps that he
did not. Well or ill as the case may be. Had he done so, he would,
in his then state of mind, most assuredly have broken with Miss
Waddington. In lieu, however, of accepting Miss Baker's invitation
for Christmas, he went to Hadley and spent two or three days there,
uncomfortable himself, and making the old man uncomfortable also.
Up to this time he had been completely idle--at any rate, as far
as the law was concerned--since the day of his great break down on
the receipt of Miss Waddington's letter. He still kept his Temple
chambers, and when the day came round in October, he made another
annual payment to Mr. Die. On that occasion Mr. Die had spoken rather
seriously to him; but up to that time his period of idleness had
mainly been the period of the long vacation, and Mr. Die was willing
to suppose that this continued payment was a sign that he intended to
settle again to work.
"Will it be impertinent to ask," his uncle at Hadley had said to
him--"will it be impertinent to ask what you and Caroline intend to
do?" At this time Mr. Bertram was aware that his nephew knew in what
relationship they all stood to each other.
"No impertinence at all, sir. But, unfortunately, we have no
intentions in common. We are engaged to be married, and I want to
keep my engagement."
"And she wants to break hers. Well, I cannot but say that she is the
wiser of the two."
"I don't know that her wisdom goes quite so far as that. She is
content to abide the evil day; only she would postpone it."
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