England -- Fiction; Love stories; Scholars -- Fiction
This was perhaps well for her now. It would have driven her to
madness if among the bevy of attendant nymphs there had been any to
whom it would have been necessary for her to open her heart--to open
it, or to pretend to open it. Much she could do; much she was now
doing; much she was prepared to do. But she could not have spoken
with missish rapture of her coming happiness; nor could she, to any
ears, have laid bare the secrets of her bosom.
So eight young ladies were had from London. Two were second-cousins
by her father's side; one, who was very full of the universal joy
that was to follow this happy event, was a sister of Sir Henry's;
a fourth was the daughter of an old crony of Miss Baker's; and the
other four were got to order--there being no doubt a repertory for
articles so useful and so ornamental.
Old Mr. Bertram behaved well on the occasion. He told Miss Baker that
nothing was to be spared--in moderation; and he left her to be sole
judge of what moderation meant. She, poor woman, knew well enough
that she would have at some future day to fight over with him the
battle of the bills. But for the moment he affected generosity, and
so a fitting breakfast was prepared.
And then the bells were rung, the Hadley bells, the merry
marriage-bells.
I know full well the tone with which they toll when the soul is
ushered to its last long rest. I have stood in that green churchyard
when earth has been laid to earth, ashes to ashes, dust to dust--the
ashes and the dust that were loved so well.
But now the scene was of another sort. How merrily they rang, those
joyous marriage-bells! Youth was now to know the full delight of
matured happiness. Soul should be joined to soul, heart to heart,
hand to hand, manly strength and vigour to all the grace and beauty
of womanhood. The world was pleasant with its most joyous smile as it
opened its embraces to the young pair--about to be two no longer--now
to become one bone and one flesh. Out rung the Hadley bells, the
happy marriage-bells.
And when should bells ring so joyously? Do they not give promise of
all that this world knows of happiness? What is love, sweet pure
love, but the anticipation of this, the natural longing for this, the
consummation of our loving here? To neither man nor woman does the
world fairly begin till seated together in their first mutual home
they bethink themselves that the excitement of their honeymoon is
over. It would seem that the full meaning of the word marriage can
never be known by those who, at their first out-spring into life,
are surrounded by all that money can give. It requires the single
sitting-room, the single fire, the necessary little efforts of
self-devotion, the inward declaration that some struggle shall be
made for that other one, some world's struggle of which wealth can
know nothing. One would almost wish to be poor, that one might work
for one's wife; almost wish to be ill used, that one might fight for
her.
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