"At eight," she nodded firmly.
He kissed her on the mouth, while Charlie stood looking at them with
eyes that seemed to stare themselves out of his head, turned and went
out.
"Nighty-night!" Kitty called after him.
After the front door clicked again there was a moment's silence. Kitty
advanced, shook off her cloak, took up one of the sugary cakes, and
began to munch it. She looked beautiful and careless and sorry and hard
all at once.
"What are you sitting up for, Charlie?" she asked. "I didn't expect to
see you. I brought that fellow in to talk."
"What about?" said Charlie in a hoarse desolate voice.
"Charlie," said Kitty, hurriedly, "you know this arrangement of ours
can't last, now, can it, dear? You haven't the cash for one thing,
dear. Now, have you? And I've got to think of myself a little; a girl's
got to provide. You've been awf'ly good to me. Let's part friends."
"'Part!'" he repeated.
His eyes seemed to start from his head.
"Let's part friends," wheedled Kitty. "Shall us?"
The night passed in a kind of evil vision of desolation, and Kitty was
asleep long before he had stopped his futile whisperings into her ear.
Before he went to the office in the morning, he asked her from a
breaking heart: "You mean it?"
"I've got to," she explained. She cried easily. "Dearie, you'll leave
peaceably? You won't make a row? Now, for my sake! To oblige me! While
you're out to-day I'll pack your suit-case and give it to the
hall-porter for you to call for. Shall I, Charlie? Kiss me, dear. Don't
take your latch-key. Good-bye. You've been awfully decent to me. We'll
part friends, shall us?"
He kissed her, and went out to work, speaking no more. He had said all
the things in his heart during the hours of that sleepless dawn. She
knew how he loved her ... though possibly she didn't quite believe. He
realised her position acutely, perhaps more acutely than his own. She
had to live. And yet....
He had taken his latch-key the same as usual, and he found himself at
the end of the day, going the same as usual to the tiny flat that was
home if ever there was any place called home. He let himself in
noiselessly. The little hall was dark. He stood in a corner against the
coat cupboard. The flat was silent. He stood there a long while
without moving and a clock chimed seven. He heard her singing--
"I'm for ever blowing bubbles....
Lal-la! la! la!... la! la! la!..."
She would be in her bedroom, sitting before the mirror in her
diaphanous underwear, touching up her face. The pauses in the song made
him see her.... Now she was using the eyebrow pencil.... The song went
on and broke again; now she would be half turning from the mirror,
curved on the gilt chair as he had so often seen her, hand-glass in
hand, looking at the back of her head, and her eyelashes, and her
profile, fining away all hard edges of rouge and lipstick. He felt
quite peaceful as he imaged her.
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