It was, I suppose, an influence of this kind that drove Wilbraham now.
Suddenly something was of so great an importance to him that nothing
else, mockery, hostility, scorn, counted. After all, simply a supreme
example of the other impulses that had swayed him throughout his life.
What followed might I think have been to some extent averted had his
appearance been different. London is a home of madmen and casually
permits any lunacy so that public peace is not endangered; had poor
Wilbraham looked a fanatic with pale face, long hair, ragged clothes,
much would have been forgiven him, but for a stout, middle-aged
gentleman, well dressed, well groomed.... What could be supposed but
insanity and insanity of a very ludicrous kind?
He put on his coat and went out. From this moment his account was
confused. His mind, as he spoke to me, kept returning to that
Visitor... What happened after his Friend's departure was vague and
uncertain to him, largely because it was unimportant. He does not know
what time it was when he went out, but I gather that it must have been
about midnight. There were still people in Piccadilly.
Somewhere near the Berkeley Hotel he stopped a gentleman and a lady. He
spoke, I am sure, so politely that the man he addressed must have
supposed that he was asking for a match, or an address, or something of
the kind. Wilbraham told me that very quietly he asked the gentleman
whether he might speak to him for a moment, that he had something very
important to say.
That he would not, as a rule, dream of interfering in any man's private
affairs, but that the importance of his communication outweighed all
ordinary conventions; that he expected that the gentleman had hitherto,
as had been his own case, felt much doubt about religious questions,
but that now all doubt was, once and forever, over, that...
I expect that at that fatal word "Religion" the gentleman started as
though he had been stung by a snake, felt that this mild-looking man
was a dangerous lunatic and tried to move away. It was the lady with
him, so far as I can discover, who cried out:
"Oh, poor man, he's ill," and wanted at once to do something for him.
By this time a crowd was beginning to collect and as the crowd closed
around the central figures more people gathered upon the outskirts and,
peering through, wondered what had happened, whether there was an
accident, whether it were a "drunk," whether there had been a quarrel,
and so on.
Wilbraham, I fancy, began to address them all, telling them his great
news, begging them with desperate urgency to believe him. Some laughed,
some stared in wide-eyed wonder, the crowd was increasing and then, of
course, the inevitable policeman with his "move on, please," appeared.
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