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Thus she tantalized him always. It was unfair, of course—unless she
intended to accept him eventually. In that case, it was merely unwise.
It is accepted as a girl’s privilege to be thus perverse and
inconsistent in her treatment of the man she intends to marry, but
sometimes she goes too far and loses him. However, Alice Jennings was
herself uncertain. She had known Harry a long time, and she liked him.
She had known Tom Nelson a shorter time, and she liked him also. It may
be said, however, that she did not love either of them. Love is
self-sacrificing and gives no thought to worldly affairs. Alice Jennings
might have been capable of love, if she could have afforded the luxury,
but circumstances had convinced her that she could not afford it, so she
did not try. She would not sell herself solely for money, and her
standard of comfort was not high, but she was trying hard to “like” the
most promising man well enough to marry him. As far as possible, she was
disposed to follow the advice of the man who said, “Marry for love, my
son, marry for love and not for money, but, if you can love a girl with
money, for heaven’s sake do so.”
As a natural result of her desire to make sure of escaping for all time
the thraldom of poverty that was so galling to her, she was irresolute
and capricious. She dressed unusually well for a girl in her position,
but this was because she had taste and had learned to make her own
clothes, so the money available for her gowns could be put almost
entirely into the material alone. She was a capable housekeeper, because
necessity had compelled her to give a good deal of time to housework in
her own home. She had no thought of escaping all these duties, irksome
as they were, but she did not wish to be bound down to them. A
comfortable flat, with a maid-of-all-work to do the cooking and
cleaning, and a sewing girl for a week once or twice a year, was her
idea of luxury. This, even though there was still much for her to do,
would give her freedom, and this, with reasonably careful management,
either of the men could give her. But she looked beyond, and hesitated;
she had schooled herself to go rather deeply into the future.
Tom Nelson found her quite as unreasonable and bewildering as did Harry.
Tom was older and more resourceful than Harry, but he was not so steady
and persistent. Harry was content to let his money accumulate in a
savings’ bank, but Tom deemed this too slow and was willing to take
risks in the hope of larger profits. He made more, but he also spent
more, and, all else aside, it was a question as to whether Harry would
not be able to provide the better home. Then, too, Tom occasionally lost
money, while nothing but a bank failure could endanger Harry’s modest
capital. So Tom had his own troubles with the girl. He knew her dread of
poverty—amounting almost to a mania—and he made frequent incidental
reference to his capital.
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