The best short stories of 1918, and the yearbook of the American short story
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The best short stories of 1918, and the yearbook of the American short story
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories -- 20th century -- Bibliography; Short stories -- 20th century -- Indexes; Short stories, American
But some day he would make a masterpiece! He was feeling toward the
greatest discovery that mortal men had encountered. Everything, he had
determined, was a symbol—not just this holy sign and that, but all
physical manifestations. With frightened exultation he tried his new
power of divination. The hanging lamp swung tinily. He ventured: “If the
arc of that moving radiance touches the edge of the bookcase, then it
will be a sign that I am to go to South America, under an entirely new
disguise, and spend my money.”
He shuddered. He watched the lamp’s unbearably slow swing. The moving
light almost touched the bookcase. He gasped. Then it receded.
It was a warning; he quaked. Would he never leave this place of brooding
and of fear—which he had thought so clever a refuge? He suddenly saw it
all.
“I ran away and hid in a prison! Man isn’t caught by justice—he catches
himself!”
Again he tried. He speculated as to whether the number of pencils on the
table was greater or less than five. If greater, then he had sinned; if
less, then he was veritably beyond the law. He began to lift books and
papers, looking for pencils. He was coldly sweating with the suspense of
the test.
Suddenly he cried “Am I going crazy?”
He fled to his prosaic bedroom. He could not sleep. His brain was
smoldering with confused inklings of mystic numbers and hidden warnings.
He woke from a half sleep more vision haunted than any waking thought,
and cried: “I must go back and confess! But I can’t! I can’t, when I was
too clever for them! I can’t go back and let them win. I won’t let those
fools just sit tight and still catch me!”
It was a year and a half since Jasper had disappeared. Sometimes it
seemed a month and a half; sometimes gray centuries. John’s will power
had been shrouded with curious puttering studies; long heavy-breathing
sittings with the ouija board on his lap, midnight hours when he had
fancied that tables had tapped and crackling coals had spoken. Now that
the second autumn of his seclusion was creeping into winter he was
conscious that he had not enough initiative to carry out his plans for
going to South America. The summer before he had boasted to himself that
he would come out of hiding and go south, leaving such a twisty trail as
only he could make. But—oh, it was too much trouble. He hadn’t the joy
in play-acting which had carried his brother Jasper through his
preparations for flight.
He had killed Jasper Holt, and for a miserable little pile of paper
money he had become a moldy recluse!
He hated his loneliness, but still more did he hate his only companions,
the members of the Soul Hope Fraternity—that pious shrill seamstress,
that surly carpenter, that tight-lipped housekeeper, that old shouting
man with the unseemly frieze of whiskers. They were so unimaginative.
Their meetings were all the same; the same persons rose in the same
order and made the same intimate announcements to the Deity that they
alone were his elect.
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