The best short stories of 1922, and the yearbook of the American short story
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The best short stories of 1922, and the yearbook of the American short story
American fiction -- 20th century; Short stories -- 20th century -- Bibliography; Short stories -- 20th century -- Indexes; Short stories, American
Now that the forest was compassionate, her mind unloosed itself all
at once in a great rush of hurrying thoughts that went out like waves
into the leafage, communicating her secret without the tedious use
of words. “I had no right to him. His mother meant us always to be
brother and sister--to keep us apart. She didn’t really think I was
as good as he. She only took me because his father wanted me. She
didn’t know what his father said, once, when he teased me: ‘I chose
you because you were the prettiest of all the children. Your gray
eyes asked me to take you, and so I had to. You were a little fairy
without any father or mother.’ She would have given him up some day
to some one else. But I wanted him. I needed him. She would never
forgive me if she knew. I never told anyone, not even him. He would
have married me. His father would have made him marry me. But I kept
away from him, after I knew. And he--”
“And he, and he,” whistled the trees. The sky became dark, the wind
came in a gale, the branches crashed together and began lashing her.
Despair overwhelmed her. “Now I shall be destroyed. They were only
trapping me.” She submitted herself to annihilation. The branches
lashed her, lashed her clothes away, lashed into her flesh....
“Poor thing! She didn’t know what she was doing. I thought at first
she had done it on purpose. She doesn’t seem to know she’s had a
baby.” She lay and listened with closed eyes. She felt she was lying
in a pool of water that softened her flesh, took life away from her.
“It looks real pretty in that little dress of Gertrude’s. I always
felt I’d have use for those baby clothes some day, but I didn’t think
it would be like this.”
They brought it for her to see. She looked upon it dry-eyed. She knew
that they wanted her to cry. Foolish people! Why should one cry for a
Sin once it is dead?
She was sitting up.... She could walk a little.... She dressed
herself and came out on the porch. They were kind. They never asked
her anything. She knew they hoped she would tell them. The husband
spoke clumsily to her. They were sorry--could they help her? She
shook her head.
Early in the morning she awoke. She felt quite clear. She must be on
the road. She dressed hastily, quietly, was out of the house. The
road led her. She walked fast, following it through the forest. She
did not know where she went. She simply went on. By and by she would
come out of the forest and there would be a town and there she would
step off the road.
She walked quickly, she felt so light. She was light for her Sin was
gone. She walked quickly for a long time. She became tired. She sat
down to rest. Nothing within her urged her on. There was a great
emptiness within her, a consuming emptiness. She felt how heavy her
breasts were and how great her emptiness was. She wanted to go up
in the forest and lie down. She did not dare. The forest and earth
seemed allied against her, trees and earth together, their oneness
held her out.
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