Sophia Pietrovna, who was not expecting this turn, drew her body away from Ilyin, and glanced at him frightened. Tears shone in his eyes. His lips trembled, and a hungry, suppliant expression showed over all his face. “I love you,” he murmured, bringing his own eyes near to her big, frightened ones. “You are so beautiful. I’m suffering now; but I swear I could remain so all my life, suffering and looking into your eyes, but.... Keep silent, I implore you.” Sophia Pietrovna as if taken unawares began, quickly, quickly, to think out words with which to stop him. “I shall go away,” she decided, but no sooner had she moved to get up, than Ilyin was on his knees at her feet already. He embraced her knees, looked into her eyes and spoke passionately, ardently, beautifully. She did not hear his words, for her fear and agitation. Somehow now at this dangerous moment when her knees pleasantly contracted, as in a warm bath, she sought with evil intention to read some meaning into her sensation. She was angry because the whole of her instead of protesting virtue was filled with weakness, laziness, and emptiness, like a drunken man to whom the ocean is but knee-deep; only in the depths of her soul, a little remote malignant voice teased: “Why don’t you go away? Then this is right, is it?” Seeking in herself an explanation she could not understand why she had not withdrawn the hand to which Ilyin’s lips clung like a leech, nor why, at the same time as Ilyin, she looked hurriedly right and left to see that they were not observed. The fir-trees and the clouds stood motionless, and gazed at them severely like broken-down masters who see something going on, but have been bribed not to report to the head. The sentry on the embankment stood like a stick and seemed to be staring at the bench. “Let him look!” thought Sophia Pietrovna. “But ... But listen,” she said at last with despair in her voice. “What will this lead to? What will happen afterwards?” “I don’t know. I don’t know,” he began to whisper, waving these unpleasant questions aside. The hoarse, jarring whistle of a railway engine became audible. This cold, prosaic sound of the everyday world made Madame Loubianzev start. “It’s time, I must go,” she said, getting up quickly. “The train is coming. Audrey is arriving. He will want his dinner.” Sophia Pietrovna turned her blazing cheeks to the embankment. First the engine came slowly into sight, after it the carriages. It was not a bungalow train, but a goods train. In a long row, one after another like the days of man’s life, the cars drew past the white background of the church, and there seemed to be no end to them.