She stepped back. “Yes,” she agreed, sadly. “I guess you can, if you
want to. I was afraid you would take it this way; it is natural you
should, I guess. I hope, though, by and by, when you have had time to
think it all over, you may be a little more reconciled and, maybe, not
quite so bitter. What has happened isn’t really any one’s fault. You
must see that; you will by and by. You couldn’t have stopped it; I
couldn’t; nobody could. It just happened, same as lots of things happen
to us poor humans. Whether we like ’em or not doesn’t seem to make a
bit of difference. They happen, just the same.”
He turned on her, looked her over from head to foot. “Good Lord
A’mighty!” he sneered. “Good Lord! I have lived a good many years and
I thought I had run afoul of about every kind of cussedness there was,
but this beats ’em all. Isn’t there _any_ limit? Wasn’t it bad enough
to play the hypocrite when there was something to be gained by it, when
it helped me to keep my eyes shut to what was going on behind my back?
Wasn’t that enough, without playing it now? Nobody’s fault! Huh! It was
somebody’s fault--oh, yes! It was mine for being such a blind, innocent
jackass as to trust her--and you. Ah-h!... There, that is enough.”
It was more than enough, it was a little too much. Reliance stepped
between him and the door.
“Foster Townsend,” she cried, “you shan’t go until you take that
back, or at least hear what I have to say about it. You know I’m not
a hypocrite. That is one thing I never have been. And, since you said
it yourself first, you are right, partly right, when you say it was
your fault. If you hadn’t been just what you always have been, so set
on drivin’ everybody along the road you wanted ’em to travel, you and
Esther might not have come to this pass. You couldn’t have stopped her
marryin’ the Griffin boy--I don’t believe all creation could have done
that--but you might have held it off for a while, and saved all this
dreadful business. You couldn’t drive her. Every time you tried it you
got into trouble. And now this! She is a Townsend, just as you are
yourself.”
“Townsend! Bah! She is a Clark, that’s what she is. Her father was a
Townsend and he was a soft-headed fool; but he wasn’t a hypocrite.
She’s a Clark, that’s where the hypocrisy comes from.”
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