“I never begged anybody to write me yet,” he growled, defiantly. “And I
am not beginning now. You and she can understand that.”
“Yes--yes, of course I understand. I am awfully glad I came here this
afternoon. I was almost afraid to, but I am glad I did. May I come
again pretty soon?”
He looked at her intently. “Why do you want to come?” he asked. “I
haven’t said that I have changed my mind about anything, have I?” Then,
before she could reply, he added, brusquely, “Oh, well, come if you
want to. I don’t know who would be liable to stop you. Far as I can see
you generally do what you set out to.”
She was content with that, and more than content with his reference to
Esther. That evening, after she had locked the post office, she wrote
her niece a long letter. She told of the loss of the lawsuit. “Very
likely you may have heard of it before you receive this, but I have
just come from your uncle’s house and the sight of him, alone there,
sitting in that library, with nobody to speak to, knowing as he does
that everybody is talking about him, some of them crowing over him,
facing the fact that he must give up about everything he’s got in the
world--well, I never wanted to cry over a human creature more. I didn’t
do it, of course. He would have pushed me outdoors if I had. I couldn’t
scarcely tell him how sorry I felt. He is as proud as he ever was and
he doesn’t ask sympathy of anybody. He needs it though. You know how
sure he was of winning that suit. For Elisha Cook to beat him is the
hardest blow that could have been struck. And not a word of complaint.
The one thing he seemed to want me and everybody else to understand was
that every dollar damages would be paid cash down.”
Then she wrote of his questions concerning Esther’s well being. “Write
him, dearie,” she urged. “Write him and keep on writing, no matter
whether he answers your letters or not. And, oh, if you can, try to
comfort him. Make him see that you love him just as much as you ever
did. That will help him now more than anything else in the world, I do
believe. He is so _all_ alone.”
The next time she visited the big house she took with her all of
Esther’s letters, those written from Boston as well as the later
arrivals from Paris. She said little about them.
“I brought ’em along,” she said, “thinkin’ you might like to look ’em
over sometime. They are real interestin’. She writes a good letter and
what she says about tryin’ to make herself understand amongst all those
French people is very funny.”
He did not answer, nor did he refer to the letters in their
conversation. He did not refuse them, however, so she left them on the
table when she went away.
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