The BigamistYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Bigamist
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Bigamy -- Fiction; British -- South Africa -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Pamela acquiesced in silence, and walked in silence to the house. She
was conscious that Dare talked, but she scarcely heard what he said in
her troubled preoccupation. What he had said beyond there in the shadow
of the trees was repeating itself over and over in her mind. She could
not misunderstand the purport of his words; and she felt sorry. She
liked him so well. She wanted to keep and enjoy his friendship,--wanted
him to be in her life, not forced by a recognition of the weakness he
hinted at to stand always outside. Why could they not have remained
friends in the real sense of the word, as he had first suggested? His
admission made it impossible. She felt angry with him. She wanted his
friendship so urgently.
"You are not offended with me?" he asked presently, struck by her
unheeding silence which insensibly conveyed a hurt resentment. He put
the question twice before she answered him.
"No," she replied. "But--"
"But?" he prompted gently.
"I want your friendship," she said quickly, with a little nervous catch
of her breath. "I thought I had it... And you are making it
impossible."
"Oh! no," he answered. "I am making it very possible. It is because I
feel I may perhaps be useful as a friend that I have been so honest with
you. Don't make any mistake about that."
She made no response. They were approaching within hearing of the
others, and Mrs Carruthers was leaning on the rail of the stoep,
watching their slow advance, observing them, it occurred to Pamela, from
the concentrated earnestness of her look, with an unaccountable
interest. She leaned towards them as they came up.
"I'm on the verge of quarrelling with every one," she said with
remarkable cheerfulness. "You've only arrived in time to prevent
bloodshed. If you have tired of doing the romantic, come in and let us
have some music."
"Sing to us, Mrs Arnott," pleaded Carruthers,--"something soothing. My
wife has been most extraordinarily aggravating."
Pamela made some laughing response, and joined him. Mrs Carruthers
turned towards Dare, who remained standing alone at the top of the
steps.
"I have saved the situation for you this evening," she said, "and lost
my own temper. But I am thankful for three things."
"And they are?" he inquired.
"That there is no moon,--that you turned back when you did,--and that
to-morrow is not many hours off."
"I never believed before," he returned drily, "that it was in your
nature to be unpleasant."
She smiled encouragingly.
"You are only beginning," she said, "to gauge my possibilities."
CHAPTER TWELVE.
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