The BigamistYoung, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Philosophy
The Bigamist
Young, F. E. Mills (Florence Ethel Mills)
Bigamy -- Fiction; British -- South Africa -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Of the beauty of friendship much has been said and written, but little
of its danger. In a friendship between the sexes there is always
danger; for a friendship between a man and a woman is based on an
entirely different sentiment from any other relation. The danger may
not be apparent; in many cases it is latent; but the spark which will
ignite it is present in the attribute of sex, and the unforeseen
accident of circumstance may fire it at any moment. Men realise this
more readily than women, perhaps because they are less given to subduing
these qualities. Dare's resolve to act on Mrs Carruthers' advice and
flee the danger was the result of his recognition of it. His sudden
departure was an acknowledgment of his own weakness, and at the same
time a proof of strength of purpose. To act contrary to one's
inclination for the sake of principle entails sacrifice.
The sacrifice did not affect him solely. This abrupt cessation of their
pleasant intercourse made a fresh break in Pamela's life. For some
weeks after he had gone she missed his society greatly; his frequent,
unexpected visits had added a pleasurable excitement to her days; she
had grown used to his dropping in at all hours, had grown to look for
him. Until he was gone she had not realised how much she had enjoyed
these visits; now that they had ceased she felt unaccountably lonely.
She sought distraction from the dulness of her home by going out a good
deal, and took up again with feverish energy the old round of social
pleasures which the tragic discovery of the deception of her marriage
had interrupted. She had had little heart for such things of late, and
had made the baby's advent an excuse for retirement.
She started entertaining again in the lavish manner of happier days, and
so filled in the blank which Dare's departure had created. She had not
suspected until he left how much she had grown to depend on him. It
distressed her not a little to discover that she missed him so greatly;
she felt ashamed to acknowledge it even to herself.
Arnott was on the whole rather pleased to observe what he believed to be
Pamela's reawakened interest in life. He had resented her persistent
avoidance of all save a favoured few of her former friends. Her
attitude had struck him as a tacit reproach to himself, and this had
annoyed him. Her resumption of neglected duties won him over to greater
amiability, and kept him more at home. Since the birth of the boy, the
care of whom had been a tie upon Pamela, he had fallen into the habit of
motoring alone into Cape Town and spending much of his time at his club.
The parental role was not at all in his line.
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