Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Then Julia applied herself, with the utmost discretion, to furthering
the romance. She attempted to prick the girl to interest by discreetly
praising Simon. He was very much looked up to by members of the
Jewellers' Association of which he was the president; as a business
man, as a member of society at large, he was irreproachable: and she
made these statements without a curl of the lip. Rachel listened in
silence. Then Julia employed other tactics. She waxed spiteful in her
remarks about her cousin; she even laughed at his peculiarities. An
oyster was not more secretive, and save for his trick of running his
fingers through his hair in moments of agitation or excitement, one
would never dream that he knew an emotion. At that, the other raised
resentful eyes. She saw nothing ridiculous about Mr. Hart; on the
contrary, his manner was unusually dignified. In justice to him she
avowed the fact, then would say no more.
As yet Rachel was too weak to consider her situation. Grief had
excluded every other emotion; even memory of Emil had flagged. Ill at
ease and oppressed by the luxury around her, she strove to conceal
every sign of her desperate sorrow and it was only at night that she
relaxed command over herself. Then, convulsed with sobs, she lay in
the darkness and, stretching out her hands, whispered, "Grandfather,
are you there?" Her despair was the deeper because of the fantastic
conceit that old David's simple soul was kept away by the richness of
her surroundings. Had she remained in the poor rooms of the tenement,
his spirit could have found her readily, descending out of that patch
of pure sky visible through the dormer windows, even as the souls of
saints and angels descend out of the blue in old pictures.
These woful imaginings, incident to physical weakness, for a time
oppressed her; but later, as her strength came, she turned from them.
She began to look at life with apprehensive eyes, though she still said
little.
Simon felt that she was reading him and agonized under her gaze.
Vainly he tried to speak the word that honour, pity, decency demanded.
Could he have beheld her existing without masculine companionship, he
would have released her, but the possibility of an unknown rival in the
shrouded future, a rival whose love she would return, sealed his lips.
Out of her presence the tension of the situation was relieved. When no
longer confronted by her helpless and mutely accusing youth, it was a
simple matter for him to convince himself that the step he had
contemplated was unnecessary. Girls as young as she were material
easily moulded; if she did not love him now, she would later.
Meanwhile the situation was ambiguous, and for that reason, if for no
other, an early marriage was advisable.
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