Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
The money received from her father was sufficient to supply Rachel's
needs and even permitted the preparation of a simple wardrobe. Under
Emily's supervision she planned and cut out and sewed feverishly for
days together. Then abruptly she would abandon her needle. She bought
books and endeavoured to teach herself French. She was never idle.
"You are overdoing," Simon remonstrated. "You will make yourself ill
with these things."
She shook her head. Activity was good for her.
With the success of his suit, Simon had recovered poise. His manner
was dignified and somewhat stiff. He spoke slowly and in a
well-modulated voice. To the world he was as he had been formerly; but
Rachel read deeper.
She knew that he desired to be gallant, even witty. And this effort to
be all that she wished him to be touched her profoundly. Constantly he
was bringing gifts. Offering them to her, he would watch her face to
see if he had selected wisely. She perfectly understood this desire to
offer something that would afford pleasure. Had she not experienced
the same impulse? though she had not been able to gratify it. When she
met Emil St. Ives in the cemetery at Old Harbour--how long ago it
seemed now--instead of gifts she had been able to give him only an
earnest, unswerving attention. This listening on the part of a girl to
his long, often technical explanations, had he valued it, as she valued
Simon's presents? But these reflections were checked by a prompt
warning from within. Danger lay that way. Memory would prove a
scourge if indulged and she did not want to feel.
Notwithstanding the approaching realization of what he had desired so
long, Simon Hart still had moments when he suffered. The Street of
Masts had always been an obnoxious quarter in his eyes, though for a
short period, the fact that Rachel dwelt in it had somewhat modified
its objectionable features. But that was before their engagement. Now
the entire section stirred in him a positive repugnance. That she, his
future wife, should elect to remain in a sordid setting when she might
have been surrounded by every luxury, filled him with a dull sense of
anger and chagrin. But he was unequal to the task of remonstrating.
Whenever he thought of speaking strongly to her on the matter, timidity
overcame him. Knowing what her feeling was for him, he shrank from the
appearance of urging any claim. Julia Burgdorf by her attitude
increased his discomfort.
Ever since Rachel's refusal to return to her house when she had
expected her, Julia, with the childish pique of a woman accustomed to
having every whim gratified, had washed her hands of her. Whenever she
saw Simon she bantered him on the subject of his prolonged engagement.
"Is the happy day fixed yet?" she would cry, with eye and shoulder
play. "No? Is it possible! The headstrong young person hesitates to
renounce her freedom? Even the prospect of escaping life in an attic
does not influence her? Extraordinary!"
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