Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
As a result of Annie's visit, the complexion of affairs in John Street
took a more favourable colour, while those in Washington Square assumed
a more tragic hue. Annie, despite her bitter words about Rachel, was
not actively jealous of her. Now she was comforted by Simon's
sympathy, which she felt; for between these two unhappy souls there was
a bond of shy understanding. Also, Rachel's ill-considered words
produced a certain lightness in Annie and she concluded that they would
not be allowed to suffer because of Emil's extravagance.
Upon Rachel, the result of the interview was otherwise. Seldom had she
experienced a more desperate mood than that which assailed her after
Annie had quitted the house.
More than once she went to Simon's study determined to speak her mind,
but the door remained steadfastly closed against her.
As it was Saturday, Simon did not return to the shop in the afternoon,
nor did he emerge from the study at dinner time, and Theresa, with a
sly rolling of the eye in her mistress's direction, prepared a tray for
him. Simon always expressed his anger by an increase of coldness and
silence and by shutting himself up in this way. "He's in there,"
Rachel reflected, "thinking and drinking." And she preferred the
liquor, the effect of which she had often noted, to his thoughts, the
effect of which she could not calculate. Until a late hour she heard
him walking backward and forward with irregular steps over the echoing
floor, and it was after midnight when his door opened and he descended
the stairs. This was an old-fashioned house with a cellar and there
the wine was kept. It was to the cellar she knew he had gone.
Determined to seize the opportunity of speaking to him, she threw a
wrapper over her nightdress and hurried after him through the darkened
house. He had turned on the light in the hanging electric bulb, and
when she came upon him he was standing before a table on which was
placed a case of wine. In all probability he had been drinking brandy
and was finishing with claret. To her surprise, as if actuated by mere
thirsty impatience, she saw him strike off the neck of a bottle. This
action in a man of his fastidious habits was big with meaning. He
lifted the bottle to his lips, his head flung back. He did not see her
until she touched his arm.
"Simon," she cried, "this can't go on!"
Thinking she referred to the liquor, he set down the bottle and
regarded her with an abashed and amazed look. His long face, without
its usual mask, was fairly pitiful. Later he would not be able to
forgive her for surprising him in this way. But she was bent solely on
making her confession.
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