Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
They had placed Rachel on a flat mattress, not venturing even to braid
her hair. Instead, those rich and heavy locks that of late had
breathed so poignantly a youthful beauty and pride, were spread over
the linen where they framed the poor pallid cheeks. As she lay on her
back, the lines of her mouth appeared slightly accentuated. Her arms
were laid straight to her sides. Never did Death more completely
express detachment. At the bed's foot stood Emily Short, her apron to
her lips. A nurse in a starched cap noiselessly altered the position
of a screen.
The thrilling brave act was apparent. Annie stood a figure abashed and
small and unworthy.
Simon was unable to restrain his sobs. The physician laid a hand on
his shoulder and he obeyed as unquestioningly as a child. Bending over
Rachel he kissed her forehead; then followed the doctor out of the
chamber. Annie kept at their heels.
The physician began to consult Simon about some matter and, unobserved,
Annie passed them. She descended the stairs. Under the door of the
front room there appeared a streak of light. She rapped: there was no
answer; someone was in there who could not answer.
Filled with a confused memory, conjured terrors, she hastened down the
hall. Very carefully and with great difficulty she opened the heavy
front door and stepped out on the porch. In the light that streamed
from that east wing, she saw Emil. He was standing with his shoulders
against a tree. Her impulse was to run to him; she checked it.
Beneath his disordered mane his face was wild and haggard, and his
eyes, raised to a certain window, were filled with an agony no tears
had come to relieve. Occasionally his chest lifted with a sigh.
Seized by the selfish anguish of love, Annie thrust out her chin.
_He did not belong to her, he belonged to Rachel_! She had always
suspected.
The next instant, however, the memory of what was flashed before her
and like a flame for which there is no fuel, jealousy died in her
breast. And what remained? A disconcerted self that wept under its own
examining eyes.
"I never could have done what Rachel did," she thought forlornly; "I
never could. And Emil knew she was different from me, he knew she was
strong; and he loved her. I don't blame him," with a low catch of the
breath,--"No, I don't blame him. How could he help it?"
Hour after hour, sick and weak, she clung to a pillar of the porch
conscious only of an intensified confusion, a profound loneliness.
Gradually, as she listened to those long deep sighs, she ceased to
think of herself and longed to console Emil. But henceforth he must
hate her as the cause of Rachel's death. The realization sent her into
deeper shadow.
So they stood within a few yards of each other and only when dawn began
to show faintly over the water, did Annie enter the house.
She saw no one from that east wing but the doctor, who took her wrist,
feeling the pulse.
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