Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Never the less Simon's gravest apprehensions were relieved. Almost
with the first glimmer of returning consciousness she had divined the
truth and it had not wrecked her, for after that first rain of tears,
the strange and lofty look of peace returned to her face. André had
been unhappy; now he was no longer so. His need of her guidance had
been imperative; now that need no longer existed. Dear heart, dear,
simple, clinging soul! And the comforting comparison struck her of a
little lost child with its hand safely locked at last in the hand of
the All-Father.
She spoke no more until evening; then, as if pursuing a subject that
had just been mentioned:
"And Emil will go with him? He will see André's mother?"
"Yes, dearest."
"And he will tell her the truth? For you must explain to Emil, Simon,
that he need not hide the truth from Lizzie. Any fiction about André
she'd see through: she's his mother. And Emil is to say that I will
write and that soon I will come."
"Yes, he will tell her."
"And before they start, Emil and Annie,--they will come here?"
She was so bent on seeing them it seemed unwise to oppose her.
When Simon leaned over her bed in the morning, he knew from her
expression that she was alert to the muffled commotion below stairs--to
those sharp hammerings, those stealthy treads, those
silences--throbbingly alert, although there was no diminution in the
radiance of her eyes.
"They have come, dearest," he said, and left the room.
Emil and Annie came forward. Never before at any time had they seen
Rachel as she appeared to them now. The courage of her strong young
face was mingled with a look of unutterable sweetness. She reached a
hand to each.
Instantly Annie was on her knees and Rachel had her head in the curve
of a feeble arm. She pressed Annie's head to her breast with fingers
tremulous with blessing as a mother's. They said nothing--no words
were needed.
Rising, Annie stole to a distant window.
Rachel had kept her hold on Emil. Now once more she looked at him with
a smile that expressed more love than she had ever shown him before.
Such complete, such utter tenderness, he had never dreamed eyes could
hold. And yet in those soft depths so earthly-sweet, he saw
renunciation shining through devotion.
He blanched.
In a voice in which there was a tremour she could not control, Rachel
spoke of his work and of herself as watching his progress with
eagerness.
"For I long, I long more than you can realize to have you make the best
possible use of your life. I have set my hopes on you, such high
hopes, Emil; and you will not disappoint me."
Finally, panting a little but with electrical energy, with exquisite
passionateness, she spoke of the open vision of love. "It is," she
said, letting her eyes dwell wistfully in his, "the forgetting of
ourselves and--and the abandonment of our self-seeking. This is the
soul's way out. And it is the only way out," she insisted.
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