Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
He was conscious of an immense weight of sadness in his breast, but it
lessened neither his pique nor his astonishment. Full of mastership,
his ideas of womankind were based chiefly on the devotion accorded him
by his mother, by Annie Lawless, and, until then, by Rachel herself.
Such whole-souled devotion he accepted as his rightful due. Therefore
Rachel's downright and uncompromising attitude astounded him. Her
anger, when she learned that another young lady was interested in his
affairs, was justified, he admitted. He had not been open with her.
What he could not overlook, however, was her allusion to his mother's
disappointment if his plans with the lithographers failed to
materialize. If she had cared for him, she would have spared him that
barbed thrust which even in memory caused his nerves to tingle. If she
had cared for him she would have prevented his going. But she had
allowed him to go without a hope of ever seeing him again.
He began to laugh bitterly; presently lifting his long frame out of the
car seat, he went for a drink of water. He stood with the cup in his
hand, forgetting to drink. He could not endure that a woman should
scorn and repudiate him. The quarrel with Rachel shook him all the
more violently, as, with his habits of mind, he was unaccustomed to
such tempests. He returned to his seat and fixed his eyes once more on
the flying landscape.
She had shone upon him like sunlight, and passion had awakened--passion
and interest and something besides. She had stormed at him like a
tempest and finally had mystified him with a fog, best proof of all
that hers was the womanhood for his manhood. But did he understand?
The pebble rolling down a hill has as much comprehension of the force
that summons it--indeed it has more, for the pebble obeys the force and
Emil St. Ives did not obey. Instead he set himself squarely about and
took his way back to New York with a smouldering eye; but a fierce,
surprised bird whose pinions had been clipped might have worn just such
a look, and he kept ruffling the feathers of his vanity, for the wings
of his egotism drooped.
Presently he produced paper and pencil, but still boiling, it was
sometime before he could control his thoughts. Finally, he began to
sketch roughly a plan for an instrument; the next day his humiliation
had so far abated as to permit of his working steadily on the scheme;
and when he reached New York his complacency was practically restored.
On alighting from the train he found awaiting him a little eager,
flushing, paling being in the shape of a woman.
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