Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
Only her absorbing, desperate love for him sustained her. For this
grandfather, who in the enthusiasm of his heart was so like a little
child, Rachel willingly would have laid down her life. No sacrifice
was beyond her; and as the old man's soul was enveloped in that
atmosphere of rare and delicate perceptions that heralds the final
liberation, her soul, through its love, was permitted entrance into the
same region of mysterious joys; so that up to the last moment they bore
each other company.
Sometimes, troubled by the thickness of his speech, old David looked at
his young companion with piteous eyes; but the condition was the result
of weakness, she assured him; later the words would come. To amuse him
she searched the papers for humorous anecdotes and even invented funny
little stories of her own. Then how they laughed together! The room
reëchoed with such merry peals it seemed Death took the hint and kept
at a distance. Indeed, the old man entering that world of which we
know nothing, and the young girl surrounded by the evils of this, by
their very innocence and helplessness held at bay all the menacing
powers of darkness, and under that attic roof, in the midst of a sordid
city, they lived a life more profound and universal than its thousands
of passionate men and women thronging the streets below.
When Simon Hart called, as he did every evening, it seemed to him that
all the needs of the sick man were met. He sent flowers and fruit for
old David, but a sense of delicacy kept him from offering Rachel
financial assistance. Though he had disliked particularly asking a
favour of his cousin, Julia Burgdorf, through her influence he was able
to obtain for the young girl piece-work in an establishment that made a
specialty of hand-painted trifles. This appealed to him as the most
considerate way of helping her. Little did he realize that nursing
left Rachel scant opportunity for the painting which required
concentration. But by forcing herself to do without rest and almost
without food, by employing every spare moment in doing all sorts of
simple, ill-paid work that could be carried on at home, such as the
directing of circulars and envelopes, mending and sewing for the
neighbours, the impossible thing was accomplished. In quarters,
half-dollars, dollars, the necessary money was swept together to cover
the needs of the sick man. It was one of those prodigious, superhuman
struggles constantly attempted by love. But of this struggle, though
he came daily to the apartment, Simon Hart realized little. With the
instinctive dread that characterizes persons of supersensitive nature,
he had trained himself not to see to the bottom of things, not to
investigate hearts too deeply. While watching Rachel with melancholy,
ambiguous eyes, he was practically blind to the difficulty of her
situation.
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