Husband and wife -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction
She paused. After all, her grandfather would be pleased to see him.
Already her short-lived resentment that he had witnessed her
humiliation was merged in bodily languor.
They mounted the stairs and as he saw how she clung to the railing with
her hand, Simon Hart was seized afresh with surprise and horror. The
pencilings of fatigue under her eyes accentuated her pallor and this
morbid diminution in her beauty, lent her a poignant charm. She laid a
hand on the door.
Amazed at the change in the dismantled room, which was no less than the
change in her, he stood rooted to the threshold. Then he dropped his
head in his hands.
Rachel, who suffered a faint return of embarrassment, refrained from
looking at him.
"There," she said nervously, laying aside her wraps, "now I'll go and
see if Grandfather's awake."
He was beside her: "Rachel, why--why didn't you let me know?"
"Let you know what?" and she stood back against the wall, striving to
repell him with her eyes.
"That you were in want--in need. You could have written--" he
floundered helplessly; then swept on almost in tears--"Didn't you know
that I would help you gladly--thankfully? Oh where were my eyes! And
you have been struggling!--Oh God, forgive me." He drew her bended
wrist against his breast, and the shudders of his frame went to hers.
She tried to withdraw the hand. "I don't understand."
"So thin--" he continued, perusing her face, "so thin; almost starved.
And no one to help you--not anyone. And I left you; I didn't even
write--"
He did not finish the sentence. He was on his knees, kissing the hem
of her dress.
She stared at him in a trance of amazement and at that moment a voice
sounded from the room across the passage.
"Rachel, be that ye? Why don't ye come in here?"
Simon Hart rose to his feet. "Let me help you, Rachel."
She moved her lips, though no sound passed them. He threw his hands on
her shoulders and his eyes into the depths of hers. "I ask nothing
that you cannot give," he said with mournful softness. "I know that
you do not--love me--but later, if you became my wife--"
She shook her head, trying to twist free.
"If you were my future wife," he amended, "I could give your
grandfather every care."
He had struck the right note.
Perceiving it, desperately he followed up his advantage. Later he
would feel shame, but not now with her frightened breath on his face
and her lips so close. His gentleness was transformed into boldness.
Love wrought madness in him who had never before known its mystery or
its power.--"He should lack for nothing."
At that moment her grandfather's voice, high-pitched, querulous,
sounded from the other room.
"I hear ye, Rachel--both of ye; why don't ye come in here?"
Slowly her frozen look gave place to one of tense questioning. "He
shall lack for nothing? you promise it?"
Simon Hart bowed his head: "I promise."
"Very well, then;" and all the life and youth dropped from her voice.
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