On a bed, white and beautifully clean, lay a fragile creature,
terribly white herself, save where red live coals gleamed in her
cheeks beneath the bright, blazing, fever-fire burning in her eyes
above.
She coughed and smiled and lay still, smiling.
She smiled because a little one--a tiny, sickly little girl--had come
up to the bed and patted her cheek and said: "Little mother--little
mother!"
There were four other children in the room, and they sat around in
all the solemn, awe-stricken sorrow of death, seen for the first
time.
Then a man in an invalid chair, helpless and with a broken spine,
spoke, as if thinking aloud:
"She's all the mother the little 'uns ever had, Bishop--'pears like
it's cruel for God to take her from them."
"God's cruelty is our crown," said the old man--"we'll understand it
by and by."
Then the beautiful woman who had come over the mountain arose from
the seat by the fireside, and came to the bed. She took the little
one in her arms and petted and soothed her.
The child looked at her timidly in childish astonishment. She was not
used to such a beautiful woman holding her--so proud and fine--from a
world that she knew was not her world.
"May I give you some nourishment now, Maggie?"
The girl shook her head.
"No--no--Miss Alice," and then she smiled so brightly and cheerfully
that the little one in Alice Westmore's arms clapped her hands and
laughed: "Little mother--be up, well, to-morrow."
Little Mother turned her eyes on the child quickly, smiled and nodded
approval. But there were tears--tears which the little one did not
understand.
An hour went by--the wind had ceased, and with it the rain. The
children were asleep in bed; the father in his chair.
A cold sweat had broken out on the dying girl's forehead and she
breathed with a terrible effort. And in it all the two watchers
beside the bed saw that there was an agony there but not the fear of
death. She kept trying to bite her nails nervously and saying:
"There is only-- ... one thing-- ... one ... thing...."
"Tell me, Maggie," said the old man, bending low and soothing her
forehead with his hands, "tell us what's pesterin' you--maybe it
hadn't oughter be. You mustn't worry now--God'll make everything
right--to them that loves him even to the happy death. You'll die
happy an' be happy with him forever. The little 'uns an' the father,
you know they're fixed here--in this nice home an' the farm--so don't
worry."
"That's it!.... Oh, that's it!.... I got it that way-- ... all for
them ... but it's that that hurts now...."
He bent down over her: "Tell us, child--me an' Miss Alice--tell us
what's pesterin' you. You mustn't die this way--you who've got such a
right to be happy."
The hectic spark burned to white heat in her cheek. She bit her nails,
she picked at the cover, she looked toward the bed and asked feebly:
"Are they asleep? Can I talk to you two?"
The old man nodded. Alice soothed her brow.
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