China -- History -- 20th century -- Fiction; Missionaries, Medical -- Fiction
"It's all right," said Megan, "I'm quite safe."
"And you saved me!" he cried. "Yes, I know that. I can't forget it
ever. You saved me."
"Don't," said Megan, pained by his intensity, "Don't. What does that
kind of saving mean?"
"It means life," said Doctor Strike roughly.
His eyes searched her up and down, seeing her Chinese dress, even the
jade rings on her fingers.
"Did you get the General's telegram?" she asked.
"Three days ago."
"He picked me up at the station and took me on a train down to his
capital. I was very kindly treated."
"Good, good." The Doctor's eyes softened. "You were well treated.
That's good."
"Yes, very. He meant to return me. But trouble broke out there. An
uprising. We were trying to get away and just at the last moment he
was killed. An American who was with him, a Mr. Shultz, brought me
back."
But Megan saw that at the word of General Yen's death Doctor Strike
had ceased to listen to her. His eyes looked beyond her to take in a
greater perspective. She stopped and waited for him to speak.
"It is hard to believe," he said at last, "hard to believe. I've
known him to be in danger so often. But he has always got through.
Now he is actually dead. Well, then it is all over. It is finished.
That is what your gift of life means, my dear, it means we can still
go on, that the final reckoning, when our successes and our failures
are summed up, is not yet upon us.
"But he is dead and we can't do anything more for him, we can't help
him, we can't save him. It looks as though we had failed." The
Doctor stopped and his mouth of an old man trembled. "Perhaps we
can't be sure," he said in a lower voice. "Perhaps we can't be sure.
He said, 'I am the Way.' The way may stretch farther than we think.
It may not end here with the end of life. The General too believed
in a Way, another Way. Perhaps they meet." Doctor Strike dropped
his head in his hands. He had forgotten Megan. "We must trust to
the mercy of God," he said.
They sat in silence, both thinking of the General and of that mercy
to which they at last so unwillingly relinquished him, both only
fearful that since it must recognize justice, it might be less
perfect than their own.
THE END
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