China -- History -- 20th century -- Fiction; Missionaries, Medical -- Fiction
Mah-li returned to her slowly, her eyes fixed on the ground. She
lifted her head and her look collided sharply with Megan's curious
gaze. "That was Captain Li," she said, "the General's aide."
Her eyes reminded Megan of the deer's eyes, holding a little of fear
and a great deal of scorn, the scorn of a simple organism for a more
complicated one. Megan felt a slight uneasiness.
"Oh, yes," she replied vaguely. "Tell me, do they kill these deer?"
"No," said Mah-li, after a slight pause in which she turned to look
negligently at the deer, "they use the horns only."
They left the medicine shop and once more got into their chairs.
Megan wondered if the shopping tour had been entirely for the sake of
that meeting. Having seen them together she could not doubt that
Mah-li and Captain Li were lovers, and yet she was not entirely
shocked. The relation of the General and Mah-li seemed to her quite
as irregular. She knew that this relation was only the outgrowth of
a patriarchal state of society, but she was inclined to look on the
man's side of it as tyrannical and an abuse of privilege. As to its
romantic importance she felt that it could not measure up in any way
to what she had read in the attentive faces of Mah-li and Captain Li.
But she realized her inability to weigh values with any such scales,
she knew that from a lack of experience she looked on all such
relations in a literary, a decorative, an unbrutal sense.
Mah-li stopped at one other shop where they sold fans. She bought a
black one with a multitude of tiny brilliant figures on one side and
gold characters on the other. In selecting it she had them bring out
quantities of fans while Megan sat beside her looking on. Mah-li did
not speak to her, she was very much occupied with the fans. She
carried an elaborate French purse, from one of the Russian shops of
Shanghai, one of green spangles with a marcasite clasp. She was very
proud of this and left it lying under piles of fans, so that she lost
sight of it and then had it searched for and finally recovered after
some confusion.
When the fan had been wrapped in cottony paper she stood looking at
it, then suddenly handed it to Megan. "I would like to give this to
you," she said. "Will you please accept it?"
Megan was not expecting this and said rather briefly: "Thank you."
When she got into her chair she looked at the fan thoughtfully.
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