China -- History -- 20th century -- Fiction; Missionaries, Medical -- Fiction
They walked farther into the grove across little streams of clear
water, paved with polished pebbles, over which hung an occasional
graceful pavilion. Among the rocks were more sculptured figures. On
a ledge across the stream, behind a pattern of branches, was a figure
that particularly attracted her. Megan stopped to look at it, and
the General suggested they rest for a moment. To have an
uninterrupted view of the Buddha Megan sat down on a smooth low
boulder and the General sat beside her. He offered her a cigarette
and Megan took one, sitting with her elbows on her knees, her chin on
her knuckles, entirely at ease now. The General watched her between
soft puffs at his cigarette. Megan, smoking, was absorbed in the
figure carved in the rock. The sun came out and a few leaf shadows
wavered over it, breaking up the lines and surfaces. What was there
about it, as in the faces carved in the caves, that had seemed not
quite Chinese? It was a face serene and with the lowered eyelids of
a man asleep, but one felt that this man dreamed and that in his
dream he knew all the lost paradises, where love is the law, the
beginning and the end. The Chinese do not dream such dreams. Even
during the brief Buddhist domination they remained secretly and
profoundly indifferent, insensible, to these intoxications of the
spirit, and Buddhism passed, leaving them untroubled as though its
shadow only had passed over them.
Megan, raised to a higher point of sensitivity, felt that the
General, looking at her, was aware to some extent of what she was
thinking and that he was smiling a little ironically, saying to her
in his mind, "See what we are capable of living through untouched.
And how can you ever hope to change us?" She heard his inner
laughter and with it the laughter of hundreds of small voices,
shrill, thin, as notes of cicadas, rising all about her from tree,
water, earth, hearth flame, the voices of the small gods, the ancient
gods of China never abandoned, forever satisfying a people whose
contemplations are all bounded by the earth and the sky, whose
kitchens, markets, fields, temples and gardens, they fill with their
aroma of homely poetry, their ceremony, their magic. The General
laughed with them, and they, a little senile in triumph, laughed with
the General.
"You make me think such strange things," said Megan aloud.
"I know," he replied. "You were thinking that you do not represent
the first religious invasion we have lived through. And perhaps you
are even wondering if you will be able to do more for us than the
others did, yes, even with all that you are willing to give away with
it in the way of kerosene and munitions and a thousand like
commodities, tucked in like a coupon in a package of cigarettes,
entitling one after so many to six plated silver spoons."
But Megan did not feel that he spoke bitterly. He looked at her with
a smile of pure banter.
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