China -- History -- 20th century -- Fiction; Missionaries, Medical -- Fiction
"To love my neighbor as myself has always seemed to me a very
disgusting injunction. I can only say that you don't usually carry
it out. You personally perhaps, but then you are strangely sincere.
To you the important thing seems to be a certain generosity. You are
willing (you must forgive me this, Miss Davis) to be generous at
nearly any one's expense. Most people are not. Your tenet, if
carried out, would lead to an inconceivable state of disorder. It is
possibly the theory most dangerous to humanity at large that has ever
come into the world. It is fortunate, perhaps it was inevitable,
that it should have been accepted by races gifted with an ability to
think one way and live another. The Ideal. Yes. To them that
remains sufficient in itself. They hold it up in one hand, as if it
were a great crystal ball, and they say to others, 'See, this is what
I aspire to. Isn't it beautiful of me!' And with the other hand
they quietly pick the purse of an admiring listener."
Megan burst out laughing, partly at the droll twist of his eyebrows
as he said this, and the sly gesture of the hand delicately picking
an invisible pocket.
"It isn't fair to judge a man by what he succeeds in accomplishing,"
she said. "Your theory of social relations, you admit, doesn't work
out perfectly."
"No, it does not. But taken purely as an ideal of conduct, tell me
why I should be expected to love an aged beggar, who sits outside my
gate, who is a congenital scoundrel, and who is loathsomely afflicted
with elephantiasis?"
Megan, at the risk of being inept, decided to answer him seriously.
But it was something of a strain to do so and she spoke with none of
the heat that had formed her words to Mah-li.
"Why, to help him, of course. I believe that only through love can
people be saved. And your beggar must be saved, must become
conscious that he too is a creature of God."
"But he knows already that he is a creature of God. And I cannot
save him. Elephantiasis is incurable, so is old age, so, I believe,
is even rascality."
"Really!" Megan laughed, abandoning seriousness, "you almost make me
despair of you. Do you consider then that between you and that
beggar there exists no relationship whatsoever?"
"Certainly. But it is a very simple one. Mine to him is to toss him
the coins on which he sustains his life. His to me is a lively
gratitude for my bounty. In this way each of us is satisfied. But
it would be as horrible for him as for me should I undertake to love
him. Indeed, when you insist on that you can really put no limit to
what I must love. You will end up by insisting I love things of
which I can't even speak."
"You are reducing it to the absurd and that isn't fair. Just tell me
one thing. You call yourself a Communist, don't you?"
"No, no," protested the General.
"Well, a Republican then. Does a beggar at your gate fit into that
picture?"
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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