A dozen letters were written and burnt in the fireplace of her
bedroom before Leslie composed the one that was eventually placed in
an envelope and addressed to “Fabrian Gilder, Esq., 35, Regency
Mansions, London.” She had written:
Dear Mr. Gilder:
I agree to your terms. The money or equivalent shares must be
deposited in the Horsham branch of the Southern & Midland Bank, in the
name of Leslie Gilder, so that I may have control of the account from
the moment I am married. I do not expect you to trust the word of one
of my family, and I presume that you will wish the marriage to take
place in the next few days. Will you please make arrangements for the
ceremony, and tell me when and where I am to meet you? I expect it to
be at a registrar’s office by special license. I can only say that,
although this marriage is not of my seeking, you may trust me to be a
loyal wife.
Very sincerely,
Leslie Gwyn.
The last post was collected by a motor-cyclist postman at ten o’clock
from a little wall box not a hundred yards from the house. There was
an earlier collection, but somehow she could not bring herself to post
the letter until the very last moment. Ten o’clock was an unusually
late hour for a country collection, but it was the last box on the
postman’s route and was an especially convenient arrangement, not only
for the inhabitants of Fossaway Manor, but for the tenant farmers who
wished to notify their daily consignments.
She saw Arthur at dinner after the letter was written, but beyond the
exchange of a few commonplaces they did not speak. He went back to his
study, carrying his coffee with him, and she was left alone to the
contemplation of the dark future. She wished she had seen Dick before
she wrote, but it was too late now. Gilder had asked her to give him
his answer that night, and she had promised.
What would Dick say? She screwed up her eyes tightly as though to hide
the vision of him, and her lips trembled.
“No weakness, Danton!” It was a favourite quotation of her childhood,
and had been the slogan at all moments when tears were near at hand.
She took the letter from her bag and looked at it. Stamped, addressed,
she had but to drop this into the little letter box, and thereafter
the angle of life was twisted to a new prospect: the bleakest,
dreariest prospect that any woman had faced.
And it had to be done. The hands of the clock moved slowly and
inexorably round. Nine o’clock--a quarter after--twenty minutes before
ten; she set her teeth and got up from the little table where she had
been trying in vain to concentrate her mind upon a game of patience,
went upstairs and put on her hat and coat, and, with the letter
tightly gripped in her hand, stole down across the hall, opened the
door, and went out.
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