‘Thank you kindly!’ said George. ‘Why don’t you let me take on the
licence of the Buffalo now that dad can’t do it justice? Then you and
dad could go and live somewhere quiet as you’ve a right to do at your
age.’
‘Never, George!’ she said intensely. ‘Never. . .’
He laughed at her. ‘Why not?’
‘I couldn’t trust you,’ she said. ‘The man that keeps a public ought to
be teetotal. I know what would happen to you.’
‘You’ve never give me a chance,’ he protested.
‘What’s more, I’m not going to,’ she maintained.
‘It’s a job I’m cut out for. I like company. I could double your
business in a month.’
‘And drink yourself dead in six,’ she said.
‘You’ve never seen me drunk, mother.’
‘But I know you, my son!’
‘I’m dead sick of this country,’ he said. ‘Town’s the place for me. If
I could get away out of this and make a fresh start. Damn me if I won’t
do it.’
‘Hush, George!’ she said. ‘I’ve never heard your father use a word like
that in his life.’
But the thing that she was really frightened of was that he should go.
He was the only thing left to her, and if he went all light would have
gone from her life. She controlled her tears and took him into the
little bedroom where, in an oak chest, she kept her savings. She gave
him money, and he left her, contented, kissing her with an affection that
was mingled faintly with pity. When she held him in her arms all her
tense anxiety for a moment disappeared. She could only think of him as
the son of her body in whose happiness and physical welfare she
delighted. It seemed to her that she could now only purchase these
precious moments with money, but for a little while she could forget this
in the joy that he gave her.
Time after time he begged her to let him take on the business, but she
always refused him, sheltering herself, as her habit now was, behind the
negligible personality of her husband. It would have shocked her beyond
words if George had pointed out to her that his father didn’t count, and
that her consideration for him was a pretence; but George knew better
than to vex her in this way, for the key of the chest upstairs was kept
in her pocket. What is more, even though their two wills were always in
conflict, he loved his mother. She meant a great deal more to him than
Mary had ever done except in the first blindness of his passion, and for
this reason, no less than for the other, he was tolerant.
‘Don’t you take no notice of mother,’ he told Abner as they walked along
together. ‘She’s got a funny way with her, but she’s all right at the
bottom. There’s not many women could have done what she has. The only
bad turn she ever done me was when she got me threw over the pulpit.’
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