The only force that tended to drag him out of this centripetal existence
was Susie. Whatever her father might think of Abner, and however little
he might come to the Pound House, she had no intention of giving up a man
to whom she had taken such a passionate fancy. Of all those with whom
she came in contact in Mainstone, Abner had pleased her best, being more
completely her opposite than any of the others. His fairness, his
strength, and a certain innocence in his composition, had made her choose
him for her own, and even though he found the relation exacting and
occasionally inconvenient, Abner was still under the spell of her
physical attraction. Indeed there seemed to be no fear of this being
exhausted, for their meetings were necessarily rarer and therefore more
enthralling.
In the regularity of his new life at Wolfpits lurked the obvious
disadvantage that Abner’s visits to Susie became conspicuous. Mary knew
better than to question him on his movements—pride, as well as the tact
which she had learned in her experience of George forbade her to do
so—but when Abner returned late at night from these assignations she
would look at him queerly, and a silence and restraint out of which she
could not school herself, made it evident that she resented the mystery.
He wished, indeed, that she would ask him where he had been, for then he
would have been able to put her off with some deliberate lie which she
could believe or reject as she pleased. Anything, he felt, was better
than this uncomfortable chill, this shy curiosity of gaze, this silence.
It was a condition of affairs that he could not stand and made him
anxious, beyond all considerations of prudence, to blurt out his
secret—if secret it were—and dissolve the grudging air of mystery with
which she received him.
One night when he had come home late and could stand her silence no
longer, he said suddenly:—
‘Where d’you reckon I’ve been to-night?’
‘I don’t know,’ she said. ‘I don’t want to know.’
He laughed, and she made a slight gesture of annoyance.
‘I never met a woman yet who didn’t want to know where a man had been,’
he said.
She turned her back on him. ‘Will you lock the door and put out the
lamp?’ she said coldly.
‘I’ve been to the Pound House,’ he volunteered, watching her all the
time.
‘I should have thought you’d had enough of the Pound House,’ she was
tempted to reply bitterly.
‘To see Susie Hind . . .’ he continued.
‘Yes?’
‘So now you know, missus.’
He wished, perversely, that she would turn on him and tell him what she
thought of him. It would have cleared the air. Instead of this she
spoke calmly and almost scornfully.
‘Why did you want to tell me this?’
‘Because a woman’s always itching to know.’
‘Do you think I didn’t know it already?’ Then she repeated her first
words: ‘Please lock the door and put the lamp out,’ and left him.
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