‘I don’t keep you. There’s no need for you to stay in every night,’ she
said.
‘No. There bain’t. I’m damned if there be!’ he replied.
He picked up his cap and walked out of the room. She nearly ran after
him to thrust George’s letter into his hand. But she was too late. ‘So
much the better,’ she thought. She felt that she had been saved from
some calamity.
He set off, walking furiously through the mellow evening, trying to cool
his blood with violent exertion as instinctively as an animal eats grass.
By nightfall he had reached the remote valley, nine miles away in folds
of the Forest of Clun, whither his friends the cloggers had returned in
the spring. He found their canvas pitched in a coomb under high
sheepwalks, and Wigan Joe made him as welcome as ever. They sat out in
the soft, moonless night, talking and drinking beer. It was like old
times for Abner to hear Joe reeling off stories one after another in his
flat Lancashire dialect. He lolled there listening till the company grew
drowsy. There was no question of his returning to Wolfpits that night,
for the sky drooped like a pall of velvet on the earth and he could never
have found his way. He turned in with the others on a pile of dried
bracken, waking at dawn to set off again toward Chapel Green.
For a few hours he had shed his restlessness, but when he reached
Wolfpits in the evening the sense of restraint descended on him again.
He felt that Mary was watching him, wondering where he had been. Her
eyes were tragic, and, as he thought, reproachful.
This only irritated him. He couldn’t be bothered with her moods. When,
speaking to Mrs Mamble, he happened to mention that he had walked over in
the evening to the sloggers’ workings, she looked at him with such a
searching suspicion that he could not contain himself.
‘What’s up with you?’ he said. ‘Do you think I’m codding you?’
She looked away without answering.
‘There’s no need to believe me if you don’t want to,’ he said.
And what the hell did it matter to her where he went or what he did? If
he were to leave her to herself for a bit perhaps she’d begin to realise
that he was useful, and that it wouldn’t pay her to treat him like dirt.
It was time she had a lesson!
He spent the next evening with Mick Connor in a pub at Lesswardine,
mixing his drinks, standing treat recklessly. He had to borrow six
shillings from Mick to pay his score. It pleased him to think how Mary
would stare at his money next Saturday when she found it six bob short . . .
she, who was too proud to pick it up when he gave it her!
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