And she stood watching the sureness of his aim as he fired, knocking over
the pitiful, bright-eyed, furry creatures one by one. She watched him,
fascinated, conscious only of his health and strength and the perfect
co-ordination of his body. She saw it as that of her friend’s lover, and
in a yearning tenderness she thought of that hidden life away in
Wolfpits. She could stand it no longer.
‘Give me the gun,’ she said. ‘Don’t shoot any more.’
She took the weapon from him and went over to join her sister in the
hedge, where she sat watching the scene of slaughter in a dream. Then
she got up suddenly, telling Ethel that the sun was too much for her, and
went straight home to her bedroom. All afternoon she lay on her bed in
the green light of a venetian blind. Her eyes burned and her head was
splitting, but she knew that this was not altogether because of the sun.
Later, when she had bathed her eyes in cold water and done her hair, she
pulled out an old album in which there was a photograph taken at the
Ludlow school where Mary Malpas had been her friend. It was a group
ranged round the central figures of the two precise spinsters who kept
the academy. She and Mary Condover were standing side by side: two
solemn, self-conscious, childish faces with eyes staring straight at the
photographer. Now Mary Condover was Mary Malpas, and had this man for a
lover. Over in the secrecy of Wolfpits they loved. Ethel came knocking
at the door with a cup of tea. The sound of her knock made Marion jump.
It was not like her to be nervous.
‘They’ve counted the rabbits,’ said Ethel. ‘Thirty-two! That’s two more
than last year. Dad’s ever so pleased. Is your headache better?’
‘Yes, I’m all right,’ said Marion. ‘I’ll be down in a minute.’
For several days she saw next to nothing of Abner. One morning, however,
her father sent him up to her with a message. She was making pastry in
the kitchen; her hands and arms were white with flour and the heat of the
range had flushed her face. Again she found that in his presence she
lost her self-possession, and falling on an awkward silence she blurted
out:
‘Well, how does it suit you?’
‘Well enough,’ he replied. ‘Thanks to you, miss.’
‘Oh, don’t thank _me_!’ she said, with a laugh.
He was going, but she called him back to the kitchen door.
‘Don’t you find the walk to Wolfpits rather tiring?’ she asked.
‘It’s a fair step,’ he said. ‘But I don’t take much count of it.’
‘Why don’t you stay up here till harvest’s over?’ she said. ‘You could
make up some sort of a bed in the loft.’
He thanked her, but refused. ‘I find a good bit to do when I get home
nights,’ he said. ‘They can’t get on in the house without me.’
‘They?’ she said, with a laugh. ‘Ah, well, it won’t be for long.’
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