Then Mary hardened her heart; for she guessed that George was choosing
for his only visitor the widow woman from Lesswardine, whom she had seen
at the trial. Re-reading George’s letter she burned with anger. What
right had he to dictate to her how she should behave? Her soul was full
of hatred and contempt, so that she almost wished that she had given him
real cause for suspicion. In this state she allowed her memory to dwell
with tenderness on the surprising moment that had come to her and Abner
by the sea-crows’ pool. She felt that she had been foolish to shrink
from it. And yet she dared not let Abner see what she was thinking;
knowing for certain, that if she did so something violent and terrible
must happen to them. For herself she had no fear; but the thought of
what the children might suffer chilled her. And she released her surfeit
of feeling in a more passionate devotion to these small creatures,
determining, whatever might happen, to hold on for the remaining eight
months of George’s imprisonment. This artificial resolution made her
harden herself more than ever against Abner.
One day Mrs Mamble brought her the news that Susan Hind was being married
in less than a week to Badger, the keeper. She now saw so little of
Abner that she could not be sure that his old relations with Susie had
ceased, but she found herself snatching eagerly at an occasion for
wounding him.
‘I hope you’re going to your old friend’s wedding, Abner,’ she said.
‘I don’t know nothing about one,’ he said. ‘I’ve no friends in these
parts that I know to.’
‘Susie Hind . . . she’s marrying Mr Badger next Monday.’
She watched him carefully.
‘Well, he’s welcome!’ said Abner, with a laugh.
And then, instead of being relieved, she found herself overwhelmed by a
new suspicion. He would not have spoken like that unless he had been
entangled with some other woman. She wondered who it could be, and a few
days later began to ply him with deliberate questions about Marion
Prosser. He did not guess what she was driving at; imagined that she was
still brooding over her old slight.
‘I know naught about her,’ he said.
‘Do you like her any better than you did?’
‘I don’t mind her,’ said Abner. ‘At any rate she don’t werrit me with
questions about you.’
One day in October Marion renewed her proposal that Abner should sleep at
The Dyke. She told him that she didn’t like to think of him walking to
and from Wolfpits every day. If she had substituted ‘Mary Malpas’ for
‘Wolfpits’ she would have been nearer to the truth.
‘We can make you quite comfortable in the little loft above the
harness-room,’ she said. ‘There’s no point in your wearing yourself
out.’
He said nothing; but told Mary of her proposal. Listening, she held her
breath.
‘I don’t want to keep you,’ she compelled herself to say. ‘You’d better
go.’
‘No fear!’ said he. ‘You don’t catch me losing my liberty that way! A
man that sleeps over his work’s no better than a slave.’
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