What puzzled Abner more was the strangeness of Marion’s attitude. He did
not attach any great importance to her breakdown in the farm kitchen and
the tender moment that followed: that was the kind of thing that might
happen with any woman: but he did find it rather shabby of her to abandon
him as soon as he was down on his luck, for he had always felt that she
was his friend and supporter, and knew, indeed, that he had owed his job
to her from the beginning. Still, he believed that it was in keeping
with human—and even more with feminine nature—to kick a man when he was
down. The school in which he had been brought up had left him with few
romantic illusions: so, instead of brooding over her defection, he went
on steadily with his work until the day of his departure.
On the last evening they met, for one moment only. She came into the
byre at milking-time and took up her old station in the doorway, watching
him as he worked. He looked round and found her standing there: it was
too dark for him to see her face. She handed him the pails in silence,
and when he had finished and stood wiping his hands on his trousers, she
said, almost timidly:
‘This is the last time.’
‘Yes,’ he said, ‘and I’m sorry to go.’
‘I’m sorry too,’ she said, though she could not be sure that she was
speaking the truth. ‘You’ve been a great help to us.’
He gave an uneasy laugh. ‘If that old Daisy hadn’t gone and catched
cold,’ he said.
‘Where are you going?’ she asked abruptly.
‘That’s a hard one to answer,’ he said.
‘I wish I could help you.’ She found it difficult to speak without
wounding his delicacy. ‘If you’re in want of money at any time . . .’
She felt it was her duty to give him anything she possessed. It was
necessary for her own self-esteem that she should not feel under any
obligation to him.
‘Money’s no use to me,’ he said, falling back on one of Mick Connor’s
characteristic phrases.
‘But if ever you’re in need?’ she persisted. ‘I know that Mrs Malpas and
her children are dependent on you.’
It was the second time that she had ever mentioned Mary’s name. She
compelled herself to do so now because in this way she could make it
quite clear that the incident of the other night was forgotten and that
he could not build on it. She wanted to clear herself at any price.
Even as she spoke the consciousness of her own motives filled her with
shame. She held out her hand.
‘You won’t forget that, will you?’ she said.
‘No, Miss Marion, you’ve been a good friend to me.’ And he took her hand
in his.
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