Once, in the dusk, he lost his way, for he had tried to shorten his
journey by a cross-cut. He found himself suddenly on the brink of the
sea-crows’ pool, but not a bird was to be seen, for in winter they
returned to their homes on the Cardigan coast. His memory of what had
happened there was as hazy as that of a dream. It seemed to him that he
had lived half a lifetime since that night. He stumbled down through the
fog and passed the door of Badger’s cottage. A light burned in the
window, and he thought he saw Susie moving in the parlour. He laughed to
himself and damned her . . . damned all women. Another evening on his
way home a dog-cart overtook him coming over the hills from Clun. It had
passed him before he saw that its occupants were Marion Prosser and a
young farmer named Maddy, whom Abner only knew by sight. They bowled by
him at a good pace. He wondered if she had recognised him, for he had
been in their sight for some time. If she had, she made no sign of
having seen him. And again he hardened his heart against all women.
And yet, though he did not know it, the sight of Abner trudging homeward
down the lane had awakened a palpitating interest in Marion’s heart, and
inspired her with a sudden distaste for the man who was sitting in the
trap beside her. She looked down on him from the height of the driver’s
seat, seeing his mean shoulders, the thin nape of his neck, and his small
foxy face in profile. She felt that she would like to lash at him with
the whip that she held in her hand; but since she knew that ladylike
young women did not do such things, she flicked him with the lash of her
tongue instead.
‘That was Fellows, our cowman, Fred,’ she said, knowing that the name
would wound him.
He gave an ugly laugh. ‘I know him. He had the face to come and ask me
for work. I soon gave him the right-about!’
‘You!’ she cried scornfully. ‘You’re not fit to talk to him! He’s twice
the man that you are.’
He flushed. ‘Look here, Marion, who the hell do you think you’re talking
to?’ he said, clutching her arm with a show of strength.
‘Don’t!’ she cried. She wrenched herself free and slapped his face. The
horse broke into a canter.
‘That’s not the way to get yourself married,’ he said.
She would not reply to his insult and they drove to The Dyke in an
uncomfortable silence.
Next day she set out deliberately to meet Abner on the road. She called
‘Good-evening’ to him, but he, still smarting under the discomfort of
Mary’s outburst, would not answer her. She followed him and took him by
the arm.
‘Abner,’ she said. ‘Will you ever forgive me? I don’t like to think of
the way we parted.’
‘I don’t bear you any ill-will,’ he said. ‘That’s all over and done
with.’
‘I want you to think of me as a friend,’ she said. ‘Abner, if ever
you’re in need of money . . . if you want money now . . . I wish you’d
take it from me.’
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