‘Not he!’ said Abner. ‘There’s not more than four or five days left of
the stone picking, and I can tell you I’m not all that sorry. My back’s
fair broke at it! No, I’m thinking of a change. I might stay on round
here a year before I find another job worth calling one. They’ve got a
down on you and me, these farming chaps, them and your old mother.
There’s only one thing to be done as I can see. And that’s what I’ve
kept five bob back for to-night.’
‘I don’t understand, Abner,’ she said, understanding only too well.
‘Of course you don’t. Well, I’ll tell you. While I’ve been up on the
hill I’ve had a good few hours for thinking. I’ve reckoned it all up
square. There’s about four month as you’ll have to hang on here afore
old George comes out, and you can’t keep the lot of us for four odd month
on nothing. That’s clear enough, bain’t it?’
She assented.
‘So I thought like this. What’s the use of a chap of my sort, that’s
learned a trade and all, and can pick up good money at it, going round
cadging work from a lot of beggars that don’t mean to give it me? I’ve
had a bellyful of farmers’ promises, I have, and I tell you straight!’
Again she said: ‘Yes . . .’
‘And so this is how I see it. The only thing left for me when I’ve
finished along with old Williams is to take a turn down Swansea way.’
‘Swansea?’ she cried.
‘That’s it. I looked it up Sunday in the time-table on Llandwlas
station, and asked about the fare. You go down through Builth and Brecon
and Neath, and five bob’ll do it. There’s plenty of work going in the
Western Valleys, they say, and good money and all. You can pick up two
pound ten a week, without killing yourself either. They say lodging’s
dear, but I reckon I can send you a clear pound easy: postal orders you
can change at Mainstone and nobody know where they come from. I ought to
have done it before. I know that. But now it looks like as if there’s
nothing else.’
While he spoke he was walking up and down the little room, never looking
at her. Her eyes followed him, but her heart fell within her. He
finished and faced her. She could scarcely answer him.
‘You mean that you must go away . . . leave me?’
‘That’s the ticket,’ he said. ‘I ought to have done it afore. If I had
they’d have left you alone.’
‘But you can’t,’ she said. ‘You can’t!’
‘You can’t live on nothing,’ he said brutally.
She could not listen to reason. She was beyond reason now.
‘No, no,’ she cried. ‘Abner, you mustn’t go!’
He set his will against her. She stood and trembled before him, but he
would not face her for fear that he should be softened. He kept silence.
‘You can’t,’ she cried again. ‘I couldn’t face it . . . the loneliness!
I couldn’t, really! This place . . . all alone. No, Abner, you can’t!’
‘It’s not for so long,’ he reassured her. ‘What’s four month? After
that you’ll have George back again.’
‘George!’ she cried. ‘Oh, don’t speak of it! You’re cruel!’
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