‘No,’ he agreed. ‘No, he don’t.’ He examined the coin, bewildered.
Then, fearing that she must read the whole of his story in his ignorance,
he pocketed his money and darted out into the street again. It was
strange how a broken habit reasserted itself. He put his hand in his
unfamiliar waistcoat pocket and pulled out his watch. Nine o’clock.
That was impossible. He laughed, realising that his watch had run down
at its usual winding time on the night of his arrest.
‘I’m like a fool,’ he thought. ‘I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m dull,
useless. I want another drink.’
Gradually, under the influence of the liquor, his confidence returned.
It must be market day in Shrewsbury, he thought, for the streets were so
full of people; but reflection told him that Shrewsbury market is not
held on a Monday and that the crowd that moved on the pavements of the
steep high street was no more than the normal week-day traffic. It gave
him a thrill of pleasure to realise that people were not staring at him.
He was encouraged to slacken his pace, to walk no longer as if some one
were pursuing him. He stared in several shop windows, and at last found
himself gazing at his own image in a long mirror. It gave him a start to
find himself facing an elongated lath of a man that he did not know,
until he realised that the mirror was a convex affair placed as an
advertisement outside an eating-house to emphasise the contrast between a
man who had fed there and one who had not. It was not such a bad idea.
He would go in and eat his first square meal.
The place was nearly empty, for Shrewsbury does not dine till one
o’clock. They brought him steak and kidney pudding, the best that he had
ever tasted, and a pint of half and half. He began to feel a man again.
He called the waiter for a second drink and ordered, with it, a local
time-table. Looking through it at leisure he found that the trains to
Llandwlas had not been altered, though there was now time to get a drink
in the change at Craven Arms. If he caught the afternoon train he would
have time to look about Shrewsbury for another two hours and see to
certain business matters that were in the back of his mind.
He paid his bill, gave the waiter a liberal tip, and walked up the hill
past the half-timbered houses to the main street. He wondered if the
place was where it used to be. Yes, it was still there. It pleased him
to think that he hadn’t lost his memory. Nothing would have surprised
him after all those useless, numbing months. Above the shop door was the
inscription: ‘Emigration Office.’ Inside, a long counter, backed by
posters of shipping companies, and a single yawning clerk who had been
left in charge during the luncheon hour. He asked George what he could
do for him.
‘Canada,’ said George. ‘I want to know all about it.’
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