‘Yo’ bain’t goin’ to dress?’ She picked up the alarm clock that Fellows
had knocked down from the mantelpiece. It was still going, with a harsh
metallic click. ‘It’s not two o’clock yet.’
But he had gone. Left alone she glanced fearfully at the form of her
husband. For a moment he lay quite still. Then he shuddered, rolled
over and began to snore. The baby was still wailing upstairs. If only
John Fellows had been dead! But that would have been murder. What was
Abner doing? She could not live without Abner. She went upstairs to his
room and tapped at the door. Candlelight glinted through cracks in the
boards. He answered angrily, she thought, but she came in.
‘What are you doing now?’ she whispered.
‘Putting two-three things together.’
‘What’s up now?’
‘I’m off out of this.’
‘Going?’ she cried. ‘Abner . . . you can’t go and leave me like this.
Not with him!’
He laughed. ‘I can’t take you along with me. Not likely!’ He went on
pulling out clothes from his wooden box. She broke down altogether.
‘Abner . . . Abner, don’t go and leave me. I can’t . . . I can’t . . .’
He put on his scarf. ‘Abner, only stay along with us for a bit. . .’
‘I’ve stayed too long as it is.’
She tried to put her arms round his neck, but he pushed her away. ‘It’s
lucky I’ve got a bit of money put by for a start,’ he said, fumbling in
the mattress for his stocking. ‘I’ll give you what I can spare.’
Then suddenly he swore violently. He had found the stocking, but it was
empty. He turned furiously on Alice: ‘You devil, you took it!’
She fell at his feet, imploring him to believe that she knew nothing
about it. ‘I’ve never told you a lie, Abner,’ she said.
His rage made him unreasonable. ‘You’re like the rest on ’em! Twenty
pounds! What have you done with it?’
‘I swear I never seen a penny of it, Abner. It must be there. Look
again.’
He had ripped the bed to pieces, but there was no money. Suddenly light
dawned on them both. They had found the explanation of John Fellows’
continued affluence. Thinking of this, they could not doubt where the
money had gone.
‘That’s the worst turn he ever done me,’ he said, pulling on his cap.
Even now she could not believe that he was going. ‘Not till the
morning,’ she said. ‘Don’t leave me with him like that in the dark.’
In the kitchen Abner again examined his father, who now appeared to be
sleeping peacefully. ‘He won’t remember a word of it when he wakes,’ he
said.
Again she implored him not to leave her, but now she could see that
entreaties were useless and that his mind was made up. It was the most
awful parting in her life: as final and annihilating as death. For more
than three years she had lived for him and very little else. He opened
the door. It was a bland summer night, the sky full of soft stars and
the country of a breathing sweetness.
‘So long, then, Alice,’ he said.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account