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Instead of getting ready for supper, she paced excitedly up and down her
room.
“Oh, why DIDN'T he say what he was about?” she cried to herself. “Why
didn't he! Why didn't he!”
Next morning she opened the subject again.
“Harry, dear,” said she, “I have a little scheme, and I want to see if
it is not feasible. How much will the girl and the Seminary cost?”
“About four hundred dollars.”
“Well now, see, dear. With four hundred dollars I can live for a year
very nicely by boarding with some girls I know who live in a sort of
a club; and I could learn much more by going to the High School and
continuing with some other classes I am interested in now. Why see,
Harry!” she cried, all interest. “We have Professor Carghill come twice
a week to teach us English, and Professor Johns, who teaches us history,
and we hope to get one or two more this winter. If I go to the Seminary,
I'll have to miss all that. And Harry, really I don't want to go to the
Seminary. I don't think I should like it. I KNOW I shouldn't.”
“But why not live here, Helen?” he asked.
“Because I'm TIRED of it!” she cried; “sick to the soul of the
stuffiness, and the glass cases, and the--the GOODNESS of it!”
Thorpe remembered his vision of the wild, wind-tossed pines, and
sighed. He wanted very, very much to act in accordance with his sister's
desires, although he winced under the sharp hurt pang of the sensitive
man whose intended kindness is not appreciated. The impossibility of
complying, however, reacted to shut his real ideas and emotions the more
inscrutably within him.
“I'm afraid you would not find the girls' boarding-club scheme a good
one, Helen,” said he. “You'd find it would work better in theory than in
practice.”
“But it has worked with the other girls!” she cried.
“I think you would be better off here.”
Helen bravely choked back her disappointment.
“I might live here, but let the Seminary drop, anyway. That would save
a good deal,” she begged. “I'd get quite as much good out of my work
outside, and then we'd have all that money besides.”
“I don't know; I'll see,” replied Thorpe. “The mental discipline of
class-room work might be a good thing.”
He had already thought of this modification himself, but with his
characteristic caution, threw cold water on the scheme until he could
ascertain definitely whether or not it was practicable. He had already
paid the tuition for the year, and was in doubt as to its repayment. As
a matter of fact, the negotiation took about two weeks.
During that time Helen Thorpe went through her disappointment and
emerged on the other side. Her nature was at once strong and adaptable.
One by one she grappled with the different aspects of the case, and
turned them the other way. By a tour de force she actually persuaded
herself that her own plan was not really attractive to her. But what
heart-breaks and tears this cost her, only those who in their youth have
encountered such absolute negations of cherished ideas can guess.
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